The Drug User: Documents, 1840-1960

addicts Albert Hofmann alcohol Anaïs Anaïs Nin appeared asked beautiful became become began Benzedrine body Boxcar Bertha brain ceremony Chinese coca cocaine colors consciousness cure dark doctor door dose dream drink drug earth effect of coca endorphins Ernst Jünger everything experience eyes face fear feeling felt Fitz Hugh Ludlow friends Genevieve give Gordon Wasson grain habit hand hasheesh hashish Havelock Ellis heard Heinrich Klüver hemp human Hutch hysteria idea Indian injection intense intoxication kind knew laugh light live looked medicine mescal mescaline mind changers morning morphia Mulki mushrooms mysterious mystical natural never night o'clock opium pain passed peyote pill pipe plant reality seemed sensation sleep smoke soon soul spirit stimulant stop strange suddenly things thought tion told took turn visions words