The Martyr of MaliceDo you ever feel those strong surges of choking emotions that you can’t describe? Sometimes they’re like a soft murmur, other times, you want to cover your ears and shield yourself. Do you ever feel that no one will understand if you speak of these emotions, so you push them away to the haunted attic of your mind that you’ll never visit? For so long, I felt and saw people feel things but hide them away, bruise and break but never get help. So I wrote this book. This book to me is my way of saying “you’re not alone”, it’s my way of showing the amount of admiration I feel for those who fought their mind or are still in that war. In the past two years, a lot of people recognised the plight of their minds, the importance of their mental health and the need to face it. They say it’s hard to meet new people and make new friends but what do you do when you’re really just meeting yourself now after years of living in this body and you don’t necessarily like it? You learn to tolerate your presence, you learn to enjoy your company and eventually, you learn to love yourself. So, this is for the warriors that came out victorious and the ones who went down fighting. |
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