Gay in his tartan stripes, a warrior bold, CEASE, XI. Desine, Paulle, meum. EASE, Paullus, cease for me in grief to languish; Think not that grief can ope Death's darksome door, E'en though hell's gloomy wardour hear thy an guish, Those tears but wet in vain th' unheeding shore. Enter but once those fell and fatal portals, Pass once the ferry, prayers can move Immortals, Such the sad strain the funeral trumpets sounded, What time my head sank faintly on the bier, When the first flame of death my form surrounded, A stern farewell to all I loved so dear. What though I lived the wife that Paullus cherish'd, In all the pride of stainless ancestry, Yet not the less untimely have I perish'd, Oh! darkness of the damn'd, and sluggish river, If not, let acus convoke his jury, With careful ballot cast to judge of wrong, Let Minos take his seat, and each stern Fury, Hushing the court to silence, round him throng. Rest, Sisyphus, thy stone, thy wheel, Ixion Poor Lydian, think awhile the wave thine own, Be mine the Danaïds' task of endless shame. The years of maidenhood soon sped for ever, Soon came the matron's coif, and wedded life; And must we then so soon, my Paullus, sever? Yet can I boast none other call'd me wife. Witness the dead that live in Roman story, Under whose marble Afric weeps her shame; Witness be Paullus, and the boasted glory, Which Perses lost, of great Achilles' name; Witness be thou, untainted hearth! that never Cornelia's sires were great, and great was she. Not Claudia's self, who moved the bark o'erladen, And drew her crownèd mistress o'er the tide; Nor she who seem'd the vestal fires to smother, Whose linen robe display'd the spark within; Nor wouldst thou disavow me, sweetest mother, If to die all too early be not sin. But no, the mother weeps, weep all the city, And Cæsar's mournings consecrate my bier; Men saw that e'en a god could weep for pity, To think that death had snatched his sister's peer. Mine was the robe that mark'd the mother's station, No barren stock was that which nurtured me; Be ye, my sons, a mother's consolation, For all my hopes will live again in ye. Twice has the curule purple deck'd my brother, Live long, my children, gladly shall I perish, Kiss them thyself, then kiss them for their mother, So if the hall should open to another, And a new wife usurp the matron's field, Then learn to watch thy father's failing vigour, suage; Live long, my sons, and compensate the rigour, With which the fates cut short Cornelia's age. A mother have I been, yet not a mourner, Therefore 'tis well-away with words of gloom, Hither have all Cornelia's kindred borne her, Nor child of hers precedes her to the tomb. My speech is o'er. Rise, rise, each weeping witness, Death can a higher boon than life repay; The pure may hope for Heaven, be mine the fitness That bids the soul upsoar to endless day. THE END. GILBERT AND RIVINGTON, PRINTERS, ST. JOHN'S SQUARE, LONDON. |