My words and acts were alien to the truth, Might grow and blossom into perfect flower; Of my whole lifetime of most tender love, On those she loves; and, when my brother died, Affianced unto one she loved, was found Evil is imminent, to one or other At midnight doth appear: as when it came, The vision, and the unearthly music heard, For the fresh founts of love and groves of peace, Look through the gates of death-This is my secret! I loved you not because I loved so much! My days were numbered, and that I should die! G I am at rest now I have told you all; The story of my Edith by the stream. And took our way in silence whence we came. The river, erewhile flowing full of fun, Now at low ebb, between its banks of mire, As 'twere the ghost of death, knelled out the hour! ROBERT STEGGALL. VALE AND CITY. XXV. The City, Paris. It seems scarcely possible that four years should have passed, my dear friend, since we last exchanged letters. Rousseau speaks somewhere of "l'affreuse rapidité du temps." Time has gone with rapidity during our years of the better intercourse than that of the pen, but I shall not apply his epithet to it. No! it was rather, on the part of the old scythe-bearer, a generous and ardent effort to keep pace with the many-changing fancies and feelings that we offered him to mow down, that made his passage so swift. With us he did not halt; and this it is which makes the seasons and months, when counted up, appear so many more than we had supposed them to be. Four springs, four autumns went by with no external change to us, more than that which Nature brought in passing on to summer and to winter; it is actually so! It is more than four years since I wrote to you last. And where do I find myself now? In a world in which I was once before, but which is quite a changed world to me—that of Paris. I have no reason to think any government of importance to me, except that of my own country-you know I have told you so before, and it is quite a piece of English sense of justice to think so-yet I acknowledge that when I reflect that I am among a people who are under imperial rule, I feel as if something begins to weigh heavily on my shoulders: I don't like it. But our rule in England is imperial too? Yes, that of an imperial parliament a large thing, composed of many numbers, all very busy about the business and the interests of men; they care not for ideas, and would never trouble themselves with those of a woman. Now, here, government has squeezed itself into so small and low a compass that it fears even a woman's ideas. Have you not put some into my head which might be dangerous to me if discovered by the power that is, like all small things, vindictive when frightened? Let me, then, change the subject. But will it be changed? I hardly know. I meant to write to you when I was in London, for I was rather amused by something that came to my knowledge there, and concerning which I know what your comment will be just as if I heard you utter it vivâ voce. You have not, I think, quite forgotten my London boarding-house, from which I wrote you my first letter at the beginning of our correspondence. I have told you something of a German one since, and now I am going to tell you of a French one. But to return to the first. It was altogether too commonplace for your taste. What I called "the town eclogue," going on in it was so vulgar you could take no interest in it. Spite of all that, I must tell you its conclusion. Well, perhaps not that yet, but how far it has proceeded. I had occasion to call at my former abode to make an inquiry about a person whom I had met there, and I found that the concern no longer went under the name it bore at that time. Pray recal what I told you of the aunt and niece, and of the two aspirants for the hand of the latter-a hand that might secure to him who could win it a comfortable sort of home for the remainder of his days. One of them has succeeded. Do you care to ask which? If you do, I reply that it is the undivorced man whose wife is living in the North of England, whose vow to her makes his present vow a sacrilege. Do you call him a villain, or by any other of the names used for those who are brought into the police-courts? Oh, no! You say, "Pooh! Call you that sacrilege, breaking of oaths, and so forth, looking on it as blameable? I admit that on the paltry scale on which it is done there is something disagreeable in it. If the vow had been taken not to outwit a woman, but a nation, we should find it a noble act; we should fall down in an ecstasy of adulation before the man who did it, and acknowledge the solemn grandeur of sacrilege by an emperor." All this I heard you very distinctly say, although you were so distant from me, as I turned from my former abode and thought of the changes since I lived there. I knew at once that you would compare the cheating man of the boarding-house with the cheating man of the empire. Well, now, I have something to lay before you on these matters. Suppose the man of the boarding-house, becoming its master, proves to be an excellent manager of the concern, and a really good husband to its mistress, will that not be some palliation of his present iniquity? And suppose this man who had made himself sovereign of the French people proves a wise ruler, will that not be an excuse for his crime? What do you say? Do you boldly aver that the one can never be a good master of a house, and that the other cannot be a wise ruler of a people? I believe you doyou who read the future by the past and I believe that I am of your opinion, too. There is no doubt, however, that for a time the world will, as it does now, sound the praises of the good manager of the house and of the clever ruler of a restless people, and it may so sound them for five, ten, or even for fifteen years; then, if you and I live so long, what shall we see-rather, what shall we hear of? Of the betrayed wife having found out her husband—of her bringing against him a terrible action for bigamy; whilst from this country to ours come tidings that France is beginning to under |