If my dear love were but the child of state, It might for fortune's bastard be unfather'd, As subject to Time's love, or to Time's hate, Weeds among weeds, or flowers with flowers gather'd.
No, it was builded far from accident; It suffers not in smiling pomp, nor falls Under the blow of thralled discontent, Whereto the inviting time our fashion calls: It fears not policy, that heretic, Which works on leases of short-number'd hours, But all alone stands hugely politic,
That it not grows with heat, nor drowns with showers.
To this I witness call the fools of time,
The expense of spirit in a waste of shame Is lust in action; and till action, lust Is perjur'd, murderous, bloody, full of blame Savage, extreme, rude, cruel, not to trust;
Which die for goodness, who have liv'd for Enjoy'd no sooner but despised straight;
Were it aught to me I bore the canopy, With my extern the outward honouring, Or lay'd great bases for eternity, Which prove more short than waste or ruining?
Have I not seen dwellers on form and favour Lose all, and more, by paying too much rent, For compound sweet foregoing simple savour, Pitiful thrivers, in their gazing spent? No; let me be obsequious in thy heart, And take thou my oblation, poor but free, Which is not mix'd with seconds, knows no art, But mutual render, only me for thee.
Hence, thou suborn'd informer! a true soul, When most impeach'd, stands least in thy
O thou, my lovely boy, who in thy power Dost hold Time's fickle glass, his sickle, hour; Who hast by waning grown, and therem shew'st Thy lovers withering, as thy sweet self grow'st! If nature, sovereign mistress over wrack, As thou go'st onwards, still will pluck thee back, She keeps thee to this purpose, that her skill May time disgrace, and wretched minutes kill. Yet fear her, O thou minion of her pleasure; She may detain, but not still keep her treasure: Her audit, though delay'd, answer'd must be, And her quietus is to render thee.
In the old age black was not counted fair, Or if it were, it bore not beauty's name; But now is black beauty's successive heir, And beauty slander'd with a bastard shame. For since each hand hath put on nature's power, Fairing the foul with art's false borrow'd face, Sweet beauty hath no name, no holy hour, But is profan'd, if not lives in disgrace. Therefore my mistress' eyes are raven black, Her eyes so suited: and they mourners seem At such, who not born fair, no beauty lack, Slandering creation with a false esteem:
Yet so they mourn, becoming of their woe, That every tongue says, beauty should do so.
Past reason hunted; and no sooner had, Past reason hated, as a swallow'd bait, On purpose laid to make the taker mad: Mad in pursuit, and in possession so; Had, having, and in quest to have, extreme; A bliss in proof,-and prov'd, a very woe; Before, a joy propos'd; behind, a dream:
All this the world well knows; yet none
To shun the heaven that leads men to this hell.
My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun; Coral is far more red than her lips' red: If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head. If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun I have seen roses damask'd, red and white, But no such roses see I in her cheeks; And in some perfumes is there more delight Than in the breath that from my mistress re I love to hear her speak,-yet well I know That music hath a far more pleasing sound; I grant I never saw a goddess go,- My mistress, when she walks, treads on the ground;
And yet by heaven, I think my love as rare As any she bely'd with false compare.
Thou art as tyrannous, so as thou art, As those whose beauties proudly make them cruel;
For well thou know'st to my dear doting heart Thou art the fairest and most precious jewel. Yet, in good faith, some say that thee behold, Thy face hath not the power to make love I dare not be so bold, To say they err, Although I swear it to myself alone. And, to be sure that is not false I swear, A thousand groans, but thinking on thy face, One on another's neck, do witness bear Thy black is fairest in my judgement's place. In nothing art thou black, save in thy deeds And thence this slander, as I think, proceed
Thine eyes I love, and they, as pitying me, Knowing thy heart, torment me with disdain; Have put on black, and loving mourners be, Looking with pretty ruth upon my pain. And truly not the morning sun of heaven Better becomes the grey cheeks of the east, Nor that full star that ushers in the even, Doth half that glory to the sober west, As those two mourning eyes become thy face: O let it then as well beseem thy heart
To mourn for me, since mourning doth thee grace,
And suit thy pity like in every part.
Then will I swear beauty herself is black, And all they foul that thy complexion lack.
Beshrew that heart that makes my heart to
For that deep wound it gives my friend and me! Is 't not enough to torture me alone, But slave to slavery my sweet's friend must be? Me from myself thy cruel eye hath taken, And my next self thou harder hast engross'd, Of him, myself and thee, I am forsaken; A torment thrice three-fold thus to be cross'd. Prison my heart in thy steel bosom's ward, But then my friend's heart let my poor heart bail;
Whoe'er keeps me, let my heart be his guard; Thou canst not then use rigour in my gaol: And yet thou wilt; for I, being pent in thee, Perforce am thine, and all that is in me.
So now I have confess'd that he is thine, And I myself am mortgag'd to thy will; Myself I'll forfeit, so that other mine Thou wilt restore, to be my comfort still: But thou wilt not, nor he will not be free, For thou art covetous, and he is kind; He learn'd but, surety-like, to write for me, Under that bond that him as fast both bind. The statute of thy beauty thou wilt take, Thou usurer, that put'st forth all to use, And sue a friend, came debtor for my sake; So him I lose through my unkind abuse. Him have I lost; thou hast both him and me; He pays the whole, and yet I am not free.
Whoever hath her wish, thou hast thy will, And will to boot, and will in over-plus; More than enough am I that vex thee still, To thy sweet will making addition thus. Wilt thou, whose will is large and spacious, Not once vouchsafe to hide my will in thine? Shall will in others seem right gracious, And in my will no fair acceptance shine? The sea, all water, yet receives rain still, And in abundauce addeth to his store; So thou, being rich in will, add to thy will One will of mine, to make thy large will more. Let no unkind, no fair beseeches kill; Think all but one, and me in that one Will.
If thy soul check thee that I come so near, Swear to thy blind soul that I was thy will,
And will, thy soul knows, is admitted there Thus far for love, my love-suit, sweet, fulfill. Will will fulfill the treasure of my love. Ay, fill it full with wills, and my will one. In things of great receipt with ease we prove; Among a number one is reckon'd none. Then in the number let me pass untold, Though in thy stores' account I one must be ; For nothing hold me, so it please thee hold That nothing me, a something sweet to thee: Make but my name thy love, and love that still,
And then thou lov'st me,-for my name is
When my love swears that she is made of truth, I do believe her, though I know she lies; That she might think me some untutor❜d youth, Unlearned in the world's false subtilties. Thus vainly thinking that she thinks me young, Although she knows my days are past the best, Simply I credit her false speaking tongue, On both sides thus is simple truth supprest. But wherefore says she not, she is unjust? And wherefore say not I, that I am old? O love's best habit is in seeming trust. And
age in love loves not to have years told: Therefore I lie with her, and she with me, And in our faults by lies we flatter'd be.
Wooing his purity with her foul pride. And whether that my angel be turn'd fiend, Suspect I may, yet not directly tell; But being both from me, both to each friend, I guess one angel in another's hell.
Lest sorrow lend me words, and words express | And would corrupt my saint to be a devil, The manner of my pity-wanting pain. If I might teach thee wit, better it were, Though not to love, yet, love, to tell me so; (As testy sick men, when their deaths be near, No news but health from their physicians know :) For, if I should despair, I should grow mad, And in my madness might speak ill of thee: Now this ill-wresting world has grown so bad, Mad slanderers by mad ears believed me. That I may not be so, nor thou bely'd, Bear thine eyes straight, though thy proud heart go wide.
In faith I do not love thee with mine eyes, For they in thee a thousand errors note; But 'tis my heart that loves what they despise, Who in despite of view is pleas'd to dote, Nor are my ears with thy tongue's tune de- lighted;
Nor tender feeling, to base touches prone, Nor taste nor smell, desire to be invited To any sensual feast with thee alone: But my five wits, nor my five senses can Dissuade one foolish heart from serving thee, Who leaves unsway'd the likeness of a man, Thy proud heart's slave and vassal wretch to be: Only my plague thus far I count my gain, That she that makes me sin, awards me pain.
Love is my sin, and thy dear virtue hate, Hate of my sin, grounded on sinful loving: O but with mine compare thou thine own state, And thou shalt find it merits not reproving; Or if it do, not from those lips of thine, That have prophan'd their scarlet ornaments, And seal'd false bonds of love as oft as mine; Robb'd others' beds revenues of their rents. Be it lawful I love thee, as thou lov'st those Whom thine eyes woo as mine importune thee: Root pity in thy heart, that when it grows, Thy pity may deserve to pity'd be.
If thou dost seek to have what thou dost hide, By self-example may'st thou be deny'd!
Lo as a careful house-wife runs to catch One of her feather'd creatures broke away, Sets down her babe, and makes all swift dispatch, In pursuit of the thing she would have stay; Whilst her neglected child holds her in chace, Cries to catch her whose busy care is bent To follow that which flies before her face, Not prizing her poor infant's discontent; So runn'st thou after that which flies from thee, Whilst I thy babe chace thee afar behind; But if thou catch thy hope, turn back to me, And play the mother's part, kiss me, be kind:
So will I pray that thou may'st have thy Will, If thou turn back, and any loud crying still.
Two loves I have of comfort and despair, Which like two spirits do suggest me still; The better angel is a man right fair, The worser spirit a woman, colour'd ill. To win me soon to hell, my female evil Tempteth my better angel from my side,
Yet this shall I ne'er know, but live in doubt, Till my bad angel fire my good one out.
Those lips that Love's own hand did make, Breath'd forth the sound that said, I hate, To me that languish'd for her sake: But when she saw my woeful state, Straight in her heart did mercy come, Chiding that tongue, that ever sweet Was us'd in giving gentle doom; And taught it thus a-new to greet: I hate she altered with an end, That follow'd it as gentle day Doth follow night, who like a fiend From heaven to hell is flown away. I hate from hate away she threw, And sav'd my life, saying-not you.
Poor soul, the centre of my sinful earth, Fool'd by those rebel powers that thee array, Why dost thou pine within, and suffer dearth, Painting thy outward walls so costly gay? Why so large cost, having so short a lease, Dost thou upon thy fading mansion spend? Shall worms, inheritors of this excess, Eat up thy charge? Is this thy body's end? Then, soul, live thou upon thy servant's loss, And let that pine to aggravate thy store; Bay terms divine in selling hours of dross; Within be fed, without be rich no more:
So shalt thou feed on death, that feeds on men,
And, death once dead, there's no more dyiug then.
My love is as a fever, longing still For that which longer nurseth the disease; Feeding on that which doth preserve the ill, The uncertain sickly appetite to please. My reason, the physician to my love, Angry that his prescriptions are not kept, Hath left me, and I desperate now approve, Desire is death, which physic did except. Past cure I am, now reason is past care, And frantic-mad with ever-more unrest; My thoughts and my discourse as mad men's
At random from the truth vainly express'd; For I have sworn thee fair, and thought thee
Who art as black as hell, as dark as night.
O me! what eyes hath love put in my head, Which have no correspondence with true sight? Or, if they have, where is my judgment fled, That censures falsely what they see aright? If that be fair whereon my false eyes dote, What means the world to say it is not so? If it be not, then love doth well denote Love's eye is not so true as all men's: no,
How can it? O how can Love's eye be true, That is so vex'd with watching and with tears ? No marvel then though I mistake my view; The sun itself sees not, till heaven clears.
O cunning Love! with tears thou keep'st me blind,
Lest eyes well-seeing thy foul faults should find.
Canst thou, O cruel! say I love thee not, When I, against myself, with thee partako? Do I not think on thee, when I forgot Am of myself, all tyrant, for thy sake? Who hateth thee that I do call my friend? On whom frown'st thou that I do fawn upon ? Nay if thou low'r'st on me, do I not spend Revenge upon myself with present moan? What merit do I in myself respect, That is so proud thy service to despise, When all my best doth worship thy defect, Commanded by the motion of thine eyes? But, love, hate on, for now I know thy mind; Those that can see thou lov'st, and I am blind.
O from what power hast thou this powerful might,
What insufficiency my heart to sway? To make me give the lie to my true sight, And swear that brightness doth not grace the day?
Whence hast thou this becoming of things ill, That in the very refuse of thy deeds
There is such strength and warrantise of skill, That in my mind, thy worst all best exceeds ? Who taught thee how to make me love thee more, The more I hear and see just cause of hate? O, though I love what others do abhor, With others thou should'st not abhor my state; If thy unworthiness rais'd love in me, More worthy I to be belov'd of thee.
Love is too young to know what conscience is; Yet who knows not, conscience is born of love? Then, gentle cheater, urge not my amiss, Lest guilty of my faults thy sweet self prove. For thou betraying me, I do betray My nobler part to my gross body's treason: My soul doth tell my body that he may Triumph in love; flesh stays no farther reason; But rising at thy name, doth point out thee As his triumphant prize. Proud of this pride,
To stand in thy affairs, fall by thy side. He is contented thy poor drudge to be,
No want of conscience hold it that I call Her love, for whose dear love I rise and fall.
In loving thee thou know'st I am forsworn, But thou art twice forsworn, to me love swear. ing;
In act thy bed-vow broke, and new faith torn, In vowing new hate after new love bearing. But why of two oaths' breach do I accuse thee When I break twenty? I am perjur'd most; For all my vows are oaths but to misuse thee, And all my honest faith in thee is lost.
For I have sworn deep oaths of thy deep kind ness,
Oaths of thy love, thy truth, thy constancy; And, to enlighten thee, gave eyes to blindness, Or made them swear against the thing they see; For I have sworn thee fair: more perjur'd I, To swear, against the truth, so foul a lie.
Cupid lay'd by his brand, and fell asleep: A maid of Dian's this advantage found, And his love-kindling fire did quickly steep In a cold valley-fountain of that ground; Which borrow'd from this holy fire of love And grew a seething bath, which yet men prove A dateless lively heat, still to endure, Against strange maladies a sovereign cure. But at my mistress' eye love's brand new-fired, The boy for trial needs would touch my breast; I sick withal, the help of bath desired, And thither hied, a sad distemper'd guest,
But found no cure; the bath for my help lies Where Cupid got new fire; my mistress' eyes.
The little love-god lying once asleep, Laid by his side his heart-inflaming brand, Whilst many nymphs that vow'd chaste life to keep,
Came tripping by; but in her maiden hand Which many legions of true hearts had warm'd; The fairest votary took up that fire And so the general of hot desire
Was sleeping by a virgin hand disarm'd. This brand she quenched in a cool well by, Which from love's fire took heat perpetual, For men diseas'd; but I, my mistress' thrall, Growing a bath and helpful remedy Came here for cure, and this by that I prore Love's fire heats water, water cools not love.
FROM off a hill whose concave womb re-worded A plaintful story from a sistering vale, My spirits to attend this double voice accorded, And down I laid to list the sad-tuned tale; Ere long espied a fickle maid full pale, Tearing of papers, breaking rings a-twain,
Ink would have seem'd more black and damned here!'
This said, in top of rage the lines she rents, Big discontent so breaking their contents.
A reverend man that grazed his cattle nigh
Storming her world with sorrow's wind and rain. Sometime a blusterer, that the ruffle knew
Upon her head a platted hive of straw, Which fortified her visage from the sun,
Of court, of city, and had let go by The swiftest hours, observed as they flew- Towards this afflicted fancy fastly drew,
Whereon the thought might think sometime it And, privileged by age, desires to know
The carcass of a beauty spent and done: Time had not scythed all that youth begun, Nor youth all quit; but, spite of heaven's fell rage,
Some beauty peep'd through lattice of sear'd age.
Oft did she heave her napkin to her eyne, Which on it had conceited characters. Laundering the silken figures in the brine That season'd woe had pelleted in tears, And often reading what contents it bears: As often shrieking undistinguish'd woe, In clamors of all size, both high and low.
Sometimes her levell'd eyes their carriage ride, As they did battery to the spheres intend; Sometimes diverted their poor balls are tied To the orbed earth; sometimes they do extend Their view right on; anon their gazes lend To every place at once, and, nowhere fix'd, The mind and sight distractedly commix'd.
Her hair, nor loose nor tied in formal plat, Proclaim'd in her a careless hand of pride; For some, untuck'd, descended her sheaved hat, Hanging her pale and pined cheek beside; Some in her threaden fillet still did bide,
And true to bondage would not break from thence,
Though slackly braided in loose negligence.
A thousand favors from a maund she drew Of amber, crystal, and of beaded jet. Which one by one she in a river threw, Upon whose weeping margent she was set: Like usury, applying wet to wet,
Or monarch's hands that let not bounty fall Where want cries some, but where excess begs
Of folded schedules had she many a one, Which she perused, sigh'd, tore, and gave the flood:
Crack'd many a ring of posied gold and bone, Bidding them find their sepulchres in mud; Found yet more letters sadly penn'd in blood, With sleided silk feat and affectedly Enswathed, and seal'd to curious secrecy. These often bathed she in her fluxive eyes, And often kiss'd. and often 'gan to tear: Cried O false blood, thou register of lies, What unapproved witness dost thou bear!
In brief the grounds and motives of her woe.
So slides he down upon his grained bat, And comely-distant sits he by her side; When he again desires her, being sat, Her grievance with his hearing to divide: If that from him there may be aught applied Which may her suffering ecstasy assuage, 'Tis promised in the charity of age.
'Father,' she says, though in me you behold The injury of many a blasting hour, Let it not tell your judgment I am old; Not age, but sorrow, over me hath power: I might as yet have been a spreading flower, Fresh to myself, if I had self-applied Love to myself and to no love beside.
But, woe is me! too early I attended
A youthful suit-it was to gain my grace- Of one by nature's outwards so commended, That maidens' eyes stuck over all his face: Love lack'd a dwelling, and made him her place; And when in his fair parts she did abide, She was new lodged and newly deified.
His browny locks did hang in crooked curls: And every light occasion of the wind Upon his lips their silken parcels hurls. What's sweet to do, to do will aptly find: Each eye that saw him did enchant the mind, For on his visage was in little drawn What largeness thinks in Paradise was sawn.
'Small show of man was yet upon his chin: His phoenix down began but to appear
Like unshorn velvet on that termless skin Whose bare out- bragg'd the web it seem'd to
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