This river wandered through an empty waste Where no man's voice was heard, and mournful winds Shook sighing sedges as they swept along, And blurred the silver of the lonely moon. Until it stands complete in pain and death. Great bridges with their coronets of lamps Light the black stream beneath; rude ocean's flock, Ships from all climes, are folded in its docks; And every heart from its great central dome To farthest suburb is a darkened stage On which Grief walks alone. A thousand years! The idle Summer will amuse herself Dressing the front where merchants congregate, And where the mighty war-horse snorts in bronze, With clasping flowers; where now the evening street Rolls gay with life,—in silence and the dew The hamadryad issues from the tree, N Like music from an instrument." How strange When the chill morn was breaking in the east I stood awe-struck, like a bewildered soul In the great dawn of death. Each house was blind, Closed 'gainst the light, and slow it filled the street, Unsoiled by smoke, unscared by any sound; It entered trembling rude and haggard lanes Where riot but an hour before had brawled Himself to rest. St. Stephen's golden vane Burned in the early beam, which glimmered down, Making the old spire gay. The swallows woke, And jerked and twittered in the shining air; Broad Labour turned and muttered in his sleep; And the first morning cart began to roll. I saw a son weep o'er a mother's grave : Ay, weep, poor boy-weep thy most bitter tears That thou shalt smile so soon. We bury Love, Forgetfulness grows over it like grass; That is a thing to weep for, not the dead." It looked upon me through the roof of dreams; Touched by the hand of Spring. One night alone I sat beside the dull and covered fire, And gave myself up to the phantom joy: Methought I heard a sound, methought it came. From my poor mother's room; I softly crept, And listened; in the middle of the night I heard her talk with God." Thou knowest well That Sorrow has been with me like a babe In my great solitude, till I have come To love its smileless face. Thou, Love, who wrapt Thyself in flesh, and sat awhile disguised And tasted every sweet and bitter there, Then rose and unsuspected went away ; Who loved the humble ones at Bethany; In every time, in every far off land ;— Thou, infinite Tenderness, wilt pardon me If my heart murmured when my lips were still. Our life is noble, Thou hast breathed its air; Death sweet, for Thou hast died. On Thy way home One night thou slept'st within the dreadful grave, And took away its fear. Oh, smile on me! The world and I have done with humble heart : I sit down at thy glorious gates and wait Till death shall lead me in. But chiefly bless I never more may look upon his face, May never hear his voice. Thou know'st him well, For every morning, long before the lark Sang at Thy shining doors, my prayer arose To crave Thy blessing on his restless youth. I have been working from the early dawn, My heart swelled like a man's, who after years Returns, and wandering on a Sabbath-eve Bursts into tears beside a twilight church, Filled with a psalm which he knew long ago When his heart too was pure. |