Oh! had they sung in notes like these, But if I scribble longer now, The deuce a soul will stay to read: Therefore, farewell, old Granta's spires! [1806.] ON A DISTANT VIEW OF THE VILLAGE AND SCHOOL OF HARROW ON THE HILL. Oh! mihi præteritos referat si Jupiter annos.-VIRGIL. YE scenes of my childhood, whose loved recollection Embitters the present, compared with the past; Where science first dawn'd on the powers of reflection, And friendships were form'd, too romantic to last; * Where fancy yet joys to trace the resemblance Of comrades, in friendship and mischief allied; How welcome to me your ne'er-fading remembrance, Which rests in the bosom, though hope is denied! Again I revisit the hills where we sported, The streams where we swam, and the fields where we fought; The school where, loud warn'd by the bell, we resorted, To pore o'er the precepts by pedagogues taught. Again I behold where for hours I have ponder'd To catch the last gleam of the sun's setting ray. I once more view the room, with spectators surrounded, Where, as Zanga, I trod on Alonzo o'erthrown; While, to swell my young pride, such applauses resounded, I fancied that Mossop† himself was outshone: Till, fired by loud plaudits and self-adulation, "My school-friendships were with me passions (for I was always violent); but I do not know that there is one which has endured (to be sure, some have been cut short by death) till now. At Harrow I fought my way very Ye dreams of my boyhood, how much I regret you! Unfaded your memory dwells in my breast; Though sad and deserted, I ne'er can forget you: Your pleasures may still be in fancy possest. To Ida full oft may remembrance restore me, While fate shall the shades of the future unroll! Since darkness o'ershadows the prospect before me. More dear is the beam of the past to my soul. But if, through the course of the years which await me, Some new scene of pleasure should open to view, I will say, while with rapture the thought shall elate me, "Oh! such were the days which my infancy knew." [1806.] TO M. OH! did those eyes, instead of fire, Therefore, to guard her dearest work, Within those once celestial eyes. These might the boldest sylph appall, But who can dare thine ardent gaze? 'Tis said that Berenice's hair In stars adorns the vault of heaven; But they would ne'er permit thee there, Thou wouldst so far outshine the seven. For did those eyes as planets roll, Thy sister lights would scarce appear: E'en suns, which systems now control, Would twinkle dimly through their sphere. [1806.] TO WOMAN. WOMAN! experience might have told me, Oh, memory! thou choicest blessing fairly. I think I lost but one battle out of seven."-Byron Diary, 1821. + Mossop, a contemporary of Garrick, famous for his per formance of Zanga. แ How quick we credit every oath, And hear her plight the willing troth! Woman, thy vows are traced in sand."* Through hours, through years, through time, it will cheer; My hope, in gloomy moments, raise; In life's last conflict 't will appear, And meet my fond expiring gaze. TO M. S. G. WHEN I dream that you love me, you'll surely forgive; Extend not your anger to sleep; For in visions alone your affection can live, I rise, and it leaves me to weep. Then, Morpheus! envelop my faculties fast, Should the dream of to-night but resemble the last, They tell us that slumber, the sister of death, To fate how I long to resign my frail breath, Ah! frown not, sweet lady, unbend your soft brow, If I sin in my dream, I atone for it now, Though in visions, sweet lady, perhaps you may smile, Oh! think not my penance deficient ! When dreams of your presence my slumbers beguile, To awake will be torture sufficient. TO MARY, ON RECEIVING HER PICTURE.† THIS faint resemblance of thy charms, Though strong as mortal art could give, My constant heart of fear disarms, Revives my hopes, and bids me live. Here I can trace the locks of gold Which round thy snowy forehead wave, Here I can trace-ah, no! that eye, Must all the painter's art defy, And bid him from the task retire. Here I behold its beauteous hue; But where's the beam so sweetly straying, Which gave a lustre to its blue, Like Luna o'er the ocean playing? Sweet copy! far more dear to me, Save her who placed thee next my heart. She placed it, sad, with needless fear, TO LESBIA. LESBIA! since far from you I've ranged, Or told my love, with hope grown bolder. Two years have lingering pass'd away, love! And now new thoughts our minds engage, At least I feel disposed to stray, love! "T is I that am alone to blame, I, that am guilty of love's treason; I do not, love! suspect your truth, One trace of dark deceit it leaves not. Have found monotony in loving. The forge of love's resistless lightning. LINES ADDRESSED TO A YOUNG LADY. [As the author was discharging his pistols in a garden, two ladies passing near the spot were alarmed by the sound of a bullet hissing near them; to one of whom the following stanzas were addressed the next morning.‡] DOUBTLESS, Sweet girl! the hissing lead, Surely some envious demon's force, * The last line is almost a literal translation from a Spanish ocal, station in life, and that she had long light golden hair, proverb. "of which," says Mr. Moore, "the poet used to show a lock, as well as her picture, among his friends." +Of this "Mary," who is not to be confounded with the heiress of Annesley, or "Mary" of Aberdeen, all that has been ascertained is that she was of an humble, if not equiv-ful The occurrence took place at Southwell, and the beautilady to whom the lines were addressed was Miss Houson. Yes! in that nearly fatal hour The ball obey'd some hell-born guide; But Heaven, with interposing power, In pity turn'd the death aside. Yet, as perchance one trembling tear Upon that thrilling bosom fell; Which I, th' unconscious cause of fear, Extracted from its glistening cell: Say, what dire penance can atone For such an outrage done to thee? Arraign'd before thy beauty's throne, What punishment wilt thou decree? Might I perform the judge's part, The sentence I should scarce deplore; It only would restore a heart Which but belong'd to thee before. The least atonement I can make But thou, perhaps, mayst now reject Choose then, relentless! and I swear LOVE'S LAST ADIEU. Δει δ' και με φευγει.-ANACREON. THE roses of love glad the garden of life, Though nurtured 'mid weeds dropping pestilent dew, Till time crops the leaves with unmerciful knife, In vain with endearments we soothe the sad heart, Still Hope, breathing peace through the grief-swollen breast, Will whisper, "Our meeting we yet may renew: With this dream of deceit half our sorrow's represt, Nor taste we the poison of love's last adieu! Oh! mark you yon pair: in the sunshine of youth Love twined round their childhood his flow'rs as they grew; They flourish awhile in the season of truth, Till chill'd by the winter of love's last adieu! Sweet lady! why thus doth a tear steal its way Down a cheek which outrivals thy bosom in hue? Yet why do I ask ?-to distraction a prey, Thy reason has perished with love's last adieu! Oh! who is yon misanthrope, shunning mankind? Now hate rules a heart which in love's easy chains How he envies the wretch with a soul wrapt in steel! In this life of probation for rapture divine, The atonement is ample in love's last adieu! DAMETAS. IN law an infant,* and in years a boy, From every sense of shame and virtue wean'd; Versed in hypocrisy, while yet a child; Woman his dupe, his heedless friend a tool; Old in the world, though scarcely broke from school; TO MARION. MARION! why that pensive brow? * In law, every person is an infant who has not attained the render him satisfied either with himself or the world. Unre age of twenty-one. + Moore says, "The sort of life which young Byron led at this period, between the dissipations of London and Cambridge, without a home to welcome or even the roof of a❘ single relative to receive him, was but little calculated to stricted as he was by deference to any will but his own, even the pleasures to which he was naturally most inclined prematurely palled upon him, for want of those best zests of all enjoyment-rarity and restraint." |