Here usually endeth the mission of the attendants of funerals, but we will follow the sufferer farther. He enters his home-home, alas! no longer, for she who made it dear is not there to greet his footsteps. He wanders sadly through the dismal apartments, and every thing he sees but adds to the poignancy of his grief, for every thing speaks of her. Night comes, and sleep refuseth its gentle ministrations: the dear head wont to be pillowed on his bosom now resteth where? he groans as he remembers where. He heareth every stroke of the clock: every nerve is painfully acute: every sound reverberates with thrilling distinctness on his sensitive ear. If, for a few brief moments, he loseth his animal consciousness, it is only that his mind may wander in a world where all is dim and unsatisfying and the tortures of returning sensation are enhanced by the quietude of temporary forgetfulness. The passage of time may and doth relieve him of this incessant burden, but, live as long as he may, it will often return with all its original vividness and power. Tell me, ye who have endured this fearful ordeal, have I not written truly? But, in this particular case, there was-oh that I have to relate it!—an additional ingredient in the cup of bitterness drank that night by the lonely sufferer-a cup that must ever be at his lips so long as life endureth. Turn the matter as he would—as he will-his tortured spirit writhed, and ever must writhe, under the horrible consciousness that he himself was the murderer of the wife of his bosom! Reformed though he was, and is, it is but too certain that the long years of suffering she endured-all owing to his slavish worship of THE CUP-brought her prematurely to the grave. The wretched man knows this: he cannot escape his doom. Forgiveness from Heaven he may receive -yea, we trust he has received it--but he never can forgive himself. This dreadful consciousness will haunt him at all times and under all circumstances. The shade of her who slept in his bosom, and there perished, will intercept every ray of light that might beam on his pathway through life. Can any lot be more wretched? My friend this peculiar fate, once entered upon, can never be escaped: but, it may be avoided. See that thou doest it. PHILADELPHIA, JUNE 1846. INTEMPERANCE.-A SIMILE. BY MARIE ROSEAU. A mother held a bright and smiling babe The boy became a man. Upon his arm Where dwelt her childhood's tried and faithful friends. She only wished to rear a happy home For him on whom her heart poured out its hoard Of living wealth-pure love and reverence— As to some being of superior mould. His children gloried in their father's name, So have I seen the sun, upon a day In spring, rise midway in the firmament: Danced joyously beneath his kindly beams; And children played among the fresh, young flowers: Such, oh Intemperance! is thy baleful curse, "OUR ELSIE." BY ALICE G. LEE. "The poor make no new friends, But oh, they love the better still The few our Father sends!" DREAMS are strange things, and it is my opinion that one travels much faster when asleep than on any railway yet laid. Although it was the middle of vacation I imagined myself at school, and was in a terrible puzzle as to my examination composition, which of two themes Miss Stevens would rather I should write on. I had at length decided to ask her, as the quickest method of knowing; and then I thought the monitress summoned me for not having my room in order at the second bell. I knew that I was not guilty of the offence, yet I felt unwilling to go, and shrunk from her as she would have urged me forward. I awoke in my own little room, rudely pushing away Elsie's hand, which was laid upon my arm to awaken me without disturbing Fan, whose red lips almost touched my own. I had commissioned Elsie to call me thus early, for I wished to practise very industriously that morning in some music that uncle had brought me the day before. So I kissed Fan, gently, lest she should wake, for be it known I am dull at the piano, though I love music very dearly, and Fan, who excels, would once in a while laugh at my clumsy movements. |