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How Grace had ever left her own Hannah could not imagine; but found afterwards it was the hard necessity of earning money, the grandmother being very poor, and Jim Dixon having gone off in search of work, and left the whole combined families on the old woman's hands. Now he reclaimed his three eldest; but disowned Grace's unfortunate babe.

"My boy-remember my boy!" implored she, as in the dim dawn of the morning her mistress left her, hoping her utter exhaustion would incline her to sleep. "Promise me that you will speak to the master, if only for the sake of my poor boy."

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Rosie behaved beautifully for about five minutes! and then began to perpetrate a few ignorant naughtinesses; such as pulling down a silver fork, and a butter knife, with a great clatter; then creeping beneath the table, and trying to stand upright there, which naturally caused a bump on the head and a scream so violent, that Aunt Hannah, frightened out of all proprieties, quitted her seat and walked up and down the room, soothing in her arms the piteous little wailer.

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"This will never do," said papa sternly. Pray take the child up-stairs."

Which Hannah thankfully did, and stayed away some minutes; feeling that, after all, the nursery was the safest, the most peaceful, and the pleasantest room in the house.

Hannah promised; but when she went back to her room and thought it all over - for she could not sleep - she was sorely perplexed. There might be some mistake, even though Mr. Rivers, who was a magistrate as well as a clergyman, spoke so decidedly. Grace's arguments were strong; and the case of Mr. Melville, whom she had herself met at the Moat-House, was, to say the least, curious. She herself knew nothing of the law. If she could only speak to anybody who did know, instead of to her brother-in-law ! Once she When she came back, her brother-inthought of writing to Lady Dunsmore; law had finished breakfast, and was standbut, then, what would the Countess imag-ing gazing out of the sunshiny window in ine? No doubt, that she wanted the in- a sort of dream. His temporary crossformation for herself. And Hannah grew ness had subsided; his face, though grave, hot all over with shame and pain, and an- was exceedingly sweet. Now that she had other feeling which was neither the one grown used to it, and it had gradually nor the other, and which she did not stay brightened, if not into happiness, at least to analyze, except that it made her feel into composure and peace, Hannah somemore reluctant than ever to name the sub-times thought she had seldom seen ject again to Mr. Rivers.

Still, Grace was so unfortunate; so innocently wicked-if wickedness there was. And the projected marriage of Dixon semed much more so.

"Mr. Rivers will never allow it in his church. He surely would not sanction such a cruel thing, even if it be legal. And there is no time to lose. Whatever it costs me, I must speak to him at once."

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thoroughly sweet a face — such a combination of the man and the woman — that beautiful woman whose picture at the MoatHouse she often looked at, and wondered what kind of young creature the first Lady Rivers had been. Apparently, not like the second Lady Rivers at all.

It was exactly his mother's smile with which Mr. Rivers turned round now.

"So the little maid is comforted at last. What influence you women have over babies, and what helpless beings we men are with them! Why, it is as much as papa can do to keep Miss Rosie quiet for five minutes, and Aunt Hannah has her the whole day. Do you never tire of her?"

With this resolution, and deadening her mind to any other thoughts, Hannah lay down, and tried to sleep, but in vain. After an hour or two of restless tossing, she dressed herself, and descended to the breakfast-room. There she found Mr. Rivers playing "Never. Nor more does Grace, who with little Rosie-contrary to his habit; has an instinctive love for children for he seldom saw her of mornings. He which all women have not, I assure you. looked a little confused at being discovered. This is what makes her so valuable as a "I sent for the child," said he. "Don't nurse." you think, Aunt Hannah, she is old enough to come down to breakfast with us?

Hannah said this intentionally; for, not two minutes before, the girl had run after

her with a wild white face. "Have you spoken to the master? Will you speak to him? Don't forsake me! Ask him to help me! Oh, Miss Thelluson, I'm fond of your child-think of mine!" Even if Hannah had not liked and respected Grace so much, to her good heart, now open to all children for Rosie's sake, this argument would have struck home.

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whether any wrong could be exactly "nothing to any honest-minded man or woman, even though he or she were not personally affected thereby.

"Pardon me," she answered gently; "it is something to me to see any human being in great misery, if by any possibility that misery could be removed. Are you quite sure you are right as to the law? "I hope the young woman is better this It cannot always have been what you say, morning, and that you did not fatigue because Grace tells me of a certain Mr. yourself too much with her last night," Melville who visits at the Moat-House" said Mr. Rivers coldly; and then began and Hannah repeated the story. "Can it speaking of something else. But Hannah, be possible," added she, "that there is one bracing up her courage, determined to dis-law for the rich and another for the charge her unpleasant duty at once.

"Have you ten minutes to spare? Because I have a special message to you from Mrs. Dixon."

"What Mrs. Dixon ?"

"Grace. She insists upon it she has a legal right to the name."

"She is under a complete delusion. and the sooner she wakes up out of it the better. Pray, Hannah, do not, with your weak womanish pity, encourage her for a moment."

Mr. Rivers spoke sharply-more sharply than any gentleman ought to speak to any lady; though men sometimes think they are justified in doing so-to wives and sisters. But her brother-in-law had never thus spoken to Hannah before - she was not used to it; and she looked at him, first surprised, then slightly indignant.

"My pity is not weak or womanish, nor do I call it pity at all. It is simple love of justice. Either Grace is married or not married. All I want is, for her sake and the child's, to find out the exact law of the case."

"Which is just what I told her last night. No doubt she was married, as she says; only the marriage being illegal, is null and void."

"But she says such marriages are not uncommon."

"I believe they are not,, in the lower classes. Nevertheless, those who risk them must take the consequences. The wife is only the mistress, and the children are base-born. I beg your pardon for putting plain facts into plain language, but you compel me. Why will you meddle in this unpleasant matter? It can be nothing to you."

And he looked at her keenly as he spoke, but Hannah did not perceive it just then. Her interest was too strongly excited for the cruel position of poor Grace. She recalled involuntarily an old argument of Lady Dunsmore on this very subject

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"No. But in 1835 the law was altered, or at least modified: all such marriages then existing were confirmed, and all future ones declared illegal. Melville escaped by a hair-breadth only, his parents having been married in 1834."

"Then, what was right one year was wrong the next?. That is, to my weak womanly notions, a very extraordinary form of justice."

Her brother-in-law regarded her inquiringly. Evidently he was surprised; did not at first take in the intense singlemindedness of the woman who could thus throw herself out of herself, and indignantly argue the cause of another, even though it trenched upon ground so delicate that most feminine instincts would have let it alone. He looked at her; and then his just nature divining the utter innocence and indifference out of which she spoke, he said nothing: only sighed.

"You are a very good woman, Hannah - I know that, and Grace ought to be exceedingly obliged to you. But you cannot help her not in the least."

"And cannot you? Could you not, at least, prevent the man's marrying another woman as he means to do in your very church next Sunday?

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"Does he? The brute!" cried Mr. Rivers passionately. Then, relapsing into his former coldness-"I fear nothing can be done. The former marriage being invalid, he can contract another at any time

legally, I mean; the moral question is a different thing."

"So it seems," said Hannah bitterly; for she was vexed at his manner- - it seemed so hard, so unlike his usual warm, generous way of judging matters. "But,” she argued, resolved to leave not a stone unturned for her poor servant's sake, "if the marriage with Grace was unlawful, why cannot he be prosecuted for that, as for bigamy or similar offences? Either it

was a crime or it was not. If it was, punish it by law; if not

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"You reason like a woman," interrupted Mr. Rivers angrily. "When I, a man, have already argued the question with myself in every possible way He stopped abruptly. "I mean, that you women will only see two sides of a subject the right and the wrong." "Yes, thank heaven!"

"Whereas there are many sides, and a man requires to see them all. But we are slipping into ethical discussion, which you and I are rather prone to, Aunt Hannah. Suppose, instead, we go and look at our roses?"

to say an actual wrong; and Miss Thelluson was not the woman to stand tamely by and see a wrong done to any human being if she could help it.

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Still it was needful to be very guarded, and she might have been less courageous, had not the allusion to the Moat-House and its opinions- always more or less shallow and worldly stirred up in her something of that righteous indignation which blazed up, quite unexpectedly sometimes, in Aunt Hannah's quiet bosom.

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"Excuse me," she said, more formally than she was used to speak, in the free and pleasant, even affectionate relations that now subsisted between Mr. Rivers Go and look at roses when a fellow- and herself. "Lady Rivers is mistress of creature was hanging on every breath of the Moat-House, but not of the House on theirs for hope or despair! Hannah had the Hill. When you did me the honour to never thought her brother-in-law so hard-give me that position, you distinctly said hearted. I should manage it as I chose. I claim my right. For Rosie's sake I must beg of you not to send away her nurse."

"I can't go," she said. "I must first speak to poor Grace. What shall I say to her?" "Whatever you like. But I think the less you say the better. And perhaps, if you could gently hint it, the sooner she leaves us the better. Of course she will have to leave."

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"Do you not see? But no, you cannot you see nothing at all! muttered Bernard Rivers to himself. "Do you not perceive," continued he earnestly, "that we live in a house on a hill, morally as well as physically? That a clergyman must keep himself out of the slightest shadow of evil comment? I especially, both as rector of Easterham and as Sir Austin's son, must expect to have my acts and motives sharply criticised, and perhaps many a motive ascribed to me which does not exist. No; I have been thinking the matter over all morning, and I see no alternative. Grace ought to go. I believe Lady Rivers and all at the Moat-House would say the same."

"Good heavens! you will not see! How can I, placed as I am, keep in my house a woman who is disgraced for life?"

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Not disgraced; only unfortunate. She is a very good girl indeed. She protests solemnly she had not an idea that in marrying James Dixon she was doing wrong.'

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"How you women do hold to your point!" said Mr. Rivers in great irritation almost agitation. "But she has done wrong. She has broken the law. In the eye of the law she is neither more nor less than a poor seduced girl, mother of a bastard child."

Now Hannah Thelluson was an exceedingly "proper" person. That is, though not ignorant of the wickedness of the world—the things "done in secret," as St. Paul terms them - she agreed with St. Paul that it was a shame to speak of them, unless unavoidable, and for some good end. If duty required, she would have waded through any quantity of filth; but she did not like it; she preferred keeping in clean paths if possible. Oftentimes she had been startled, not to say shocked, by Hannah drew back. She had never re- the light way in which some fast young sisted her brother-in-law before not even ladies who came about the Moat-House, in cases where she had thought him a little and even the Misses Rivers themselves, wrong though this happened seldom. talked of things which she and the girls of She had found out that, like most men who her generation scarcely knew existed, and are neither selfish nor egotistical, he was certainly would never have spoken about, remarkably just. Now she felt him to be except to their own mothers. And among unjust. To send away Rosie's fond and the qualities in Mr. Rivers which first faithful nurse would be to the child her- drew her towards him was one which woself a very harmful thing-to Grace, in men soon instinctively find out in men her circumstances, a bitter unkindness, not as men, they say, in women

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delicacy of thought and action which no outward decorum can ever imitate, because it springs from an innate chastity of soul. Thus, when in his excitement Mr. Rivers used such exceedingly plain, ugly words, Miss Thelluson looked at him in intense astonishment, and blushed all over her face.

Some people called Hannah a plain woman- - that is, she was tall, and thin, and colourless, not unlike the white lily she had been compared to; but when she blushed, it was like the white lily with a rosy sunset glow upon it. For the moment she looked absolutely pretty. Something in Mr. Rivers's eyes made her conscious that he thought so- or at least that he was thinking of her, and not of poor Grace or the subject in hand at all.

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may be; and I hope, too, that you will save me from doing any more in the defiant line," added she, smiling, "by retracting what you said, and letting Grace stay."

"But how can she stay? How can you keep her miserable story a secret?"

"I should not keep it a secret at all. I would tell everybody the whole truth, explaining that we drew the line between guilt and innocence; that you refused to marry James Dixon to this new wife of his, but that the poor creature whom he had made believe she was his wife should stay under the shelter of your roof as long as she liked. That, I am sure, would be the just and right way to act. "Shall it be so?"

turing on our frozen pond there: they do not know how deep it is. No, no; I cannot thus run counter to my own people and to all the world. In truth, I dare not."

"You are a courageous woman, Hannah. But," added he, with a sad kind of smile, Why do you not oftener wear white;" it is like the courage of little boys venI like it so much," he said, softly touching her gown, a thick muslin, embroidered with black, which she thought would be a sort of medieval compromise. She was so fond of white, that it was half-regret-¡ fully she had decided she was too old to wear it. But among her new dresses she could not resist this one. It pleased her to have it noticed, or would have done, had not her mind been full of other things.

"I was going to the picnic in Langmead Wood, you know; but never mind that just now. Before I start I shall have to tell poor Grace her doom. A heavy blow it will be. Do not ask me to make it worse by telling her she must leave

us."

Bernard was silent.

"I cannot bear to resist your will," pleaded she. "When I first came here, I made up my mind to obey you that is, in all domestic things even as she would have done. But even she would have resisted you in this. Were she living now, I am sure she would say exactly as I do dear, tender-hearted Rosa!"

"Why do you name her?" said Mr. Rivers in a low tone. "Are you not afraid?"

Afraid! Why should I be? Of all women I ever knew, my sister had the truest heart, the quickest sense of justice. If she thought a thing was right, she would say itay, and do it, too-in face of the whole world. So would I."

"Would you? Are you one of those women who have courage to defy the world?"

"I think I am, if I were tried; but I never have been tried. I hope I never

"Dare not!" Hannah blazed up in that sudden way of hers, whenever she saw a wrong done-doubly so when any one she cared for did it. She had lived with Mr. Rivers nearly a year now, and whether she cared for him or not, she had never seen anything in him which made her cease to respect him, until now. "Dare not!" she repeated, almost doubting if she had heard truly. "When there is a certain course of conduct open to him, be it right or wrong, I always believed that the last reason an honest man gave for declining it would be, 'I dare not!""

The moment she had made this bitter speech one of the old sarcastic speeches of her girlhood - Hannah saw it was a mistake, that she was taking with Mr. Rivers a liberty which even a flesh-andblood sister had no right to take, and she was certain he felt it so. All the proud Norman blood rushed up to his forehead.

"I never knew I was a coward, Miss Thelluson. Since you think me one, I will relieve you of my company."

Opening the French window at once, he passed out of it into the garden, and disappeared.

Hannah stood, overwhelmed. During all the months they had lived under the same roof, and in the close intimacy that was inevitable under the circumstances, she and her brother-in-law had never had anything approaching to a quarrel. They had differed widely sometimes, but always

amicably and upon_abstract_rather than up by-and-by. Don't let us bother about personal grounds. Those "sharp words," him. Such a splendid day it is for a picwhich even the dearest friends say to one nic, and Langmead Wood at its loveliest another sometimes, had never passed be- time! Do let us enjoy ourselves." tween them. His extraordinarily sweet They did enjoy themselves, and certaintemper-oh, how keenly Hannah now ly, Hannah thought, were not much appreciated her sister's fond praise of the "bothered" by their brother's sulkiness, blessing it was to have a sweet-tempered or afflicted by his absence. The fraternal husband! his utter absence of worldli- bond is so free and easy, that, except in ness and self-conceit; and that warm good cases of very special affection, brothers heart, which, as the cloud of misery slowly and sisters can speedily console themselves passed away from him, shone out in with somebody else. everything he did and said; - all these things made quarrelling with Bernard Rivers almost impossible.

"What have I done?" thought Hannah, half-laughing, half-crying. "He must think me a perfect virago. I will apologize the minute he comes back."

But he did not come back: not though she waited an hour in the breakfast-room, putting off her household duties, and even that other, as painful as it was inevitable, speaking to poor Grace: but he never came. Then, going into the hall, she saw that his hat and coat had vanished. She knew his appointments of the morning, and was sure now that he was gone and would be away the whole day.

Then Hannah became more than perplexed thoroughly unhappy. Even Grace's forlorn face, when she told her she had not the heart to tell more - that Mr. Rivers could promise nothing, but that she hoped he would prevent the marriage, if possible, failed to affect her much; and Rosie's little arms round her neck, and the fond murmur of "Tannie, Tannie," did not give nearly the comfort that they were wont to do.

"Tannie has been naughty," said she, feeling a strange relief in confessing her sins to the unconscious child. "Tannie has vexed papa. When Rosie grows up she must never vex papa. She must try to be a comfort to him: he has no one else."

Poor Hannah! She had done wrong, and she knew it. When this was the case, nothing and nobody could soothe Hannah Thelluson.

With a heavy heart, she got ready for the picnic a family affair between this house and the Moat-IIouse, which was still full of visitors. The girls were to fetch first their brother from the school-house, and then herself, but when the carriage came round, Mr. Rivers was not in it.

Bernard is thoroughly sulky to-day," said the eldest sister. 66 'He doesn't seem to know his own mind at all, whether he will go or won't; but perhaps he may turn

But with herself it was not so. She thought the girls rather heartless in missing Bernard so little. She missed him a good deal, and set down her regrets as conscience-stings. They hindered half her enjoyment of the lovely wood, just putting on its green clothing, full of primroses and hyacinths, and nest-building birds pouring out on all sides a rapture of spring-time song. She scarcely heard it, or hearing it only gave her pain.

"I was unkind to him," she thought; "unkind to a man whose wife is dead, who goes lonely through the world, and needs every allowance that can be made for him, every comfort that can be given him. He, too, who is always so considerate and kind to me! How ungrateful I have been!"

So absorbed was she in her contrition that she did not notice for ever so long what otherwise would have interested her much a very patent love-affair now going on between Adeline Rivers and this same Mr. Melville, the young squire whom Grace had mentioned. To bring him "to the point," as one of the girls confidentially told her, this picnic had been planned, hoping that the tender influence of the woody glades of Langmead would open his heart, and turn it from nebulous courtship to substantial marriage — a marriage evidently highly acceptable to the whole family. Which Hannah thought rather odd, considering what she knew of the family opinions, and that it was but the mere chance of a marriage happening before instead of after the year 1835. which saved Herbert Melville from being in the same position as poor Grace's son a "base-born" child.

Late in the afternoon, Bernard appeared. They were all sitting in a circle round the remnants of the dinner. He shook hands with everybody, ending with Miss Thelluson. Words were impossible there; but Hannah tried to make her eyes say, "Are we friends? I am so sorry." The apology fell hopeless: he was looking in another direction, and she shrank back into herself, feeling more unhappy, in a

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