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as lies in my power a spirit of humility, not thinking of myself more highly than I ought to think."

These resolutions indicate a fervent piety combined with "the spirit of a sound mind," and the whole tenour of Miss G....'s future life manifested how powerfully influential they were, through grace, upon her heart and conduct.

The extracts from Miss G....'s diary, which will be laid before the reader, are principally designed to exhibit the view which from time to time she took of her own state and conduct, whilst they also unfold the secret operation of those principles of grace implanted in her soul by the Holy Ghost. Her deep and humbling views of sin, in its principle as well as in its effects, stand peculiarly prominent: but the full force of the abasing expressions which she so frequently employs, can be thoroughly understood by those only who witnessed the unwearied dili

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gence and assiduity which she uniformly displayed in "every good word and work.”

Oct. 14th, 1811.—“ Though this day has been marked by no heinous offences, I ought to take shame to myself for the manner in which I have performed my duties. I have not acted consistently in attention and kindness to the sick. I have been too self-satisfied, too proud, though I see, and know, that I have nothing to be proud of. The blessed truths I heard yesterday (Sunday), have left behind but a faint impression. I have not acted this day as if I were 'escaping for my life,' nor have I held forth the word of life,' by the consistency of my conversation and conduct*. Lord, I am an unprofitable servant! quicken me ac

*The Texts of the two Sermons which Miss G.... had heard the preceding Lord's day were Escape for thy life," Gen. xix. 17; and, "Holding forth the word of life," Phil. ii. 16.

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cording to thy word, forgive the deadness of my heart before thee this day, and grant me a meek and humble spirit for Jesus Christ's sake."

Oct. 16th." I arose this morning in a vain, worldly disposition, and I think with shame on the cold and heartless manner in which I performed my duties. I have not exercised self-controul over my thoughts. What a proud heart is mine! Oh! for that meek and quiet spirit which in the sight of God is of great price!"

Sunday, Oct. 20th.-"Oh! how can I be sufficiently thankful for the mercies I have enjoyed this day! Notwithstanding all my vileness and ingratitude, the Lord has indeed been very gracious to me. Blessed have been his ordinances this day to my soul, and I humbly hope it is not presumption if I consider the words I have heard this day as an answer to my prayer. Oh! may his Spirit render them effectual

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