And I watch the children's posies, The flowers will blossom, the birds will sing, Looking before me here in the sun, Years of earth's primroses, Springs to be, and springs for me Of distant dim primroses. My soul lies out like a basking hound, Along my life my length I lay, I fill to-morrow and yesterday, I am warm with the suns that have long since set, I am warm with the summers that are not yet, And like one who dreams and dozes Softly afloat on a sunny sea, Two worlds are whispering over me, From the backward shore to the shore before, And like two clouds that meet and pour The nevermore with the evermore As my soul lies out like the basking hound, I see a blooming world around, Years of sweet primroses, O, to lie a-dream, a-dream, To feel I may dream and to know you deem My work is done forever, And the palpitating fever That gains and loses, loses and gains, And beats the hurrying blood on the brunt of a thousand pains Cooled at once by that bloodlet Upon the parapet; And all the tedious taskéd toil of the difficult long endeavor Solved and quit by no more fine Than these limbs of mine, Spanned and measured once for all By that right hand I lost, Bought up at so light a cost As one bloody fall On the soldier's bed, And three days on the ruined wall O, to think my name is crossed From duty's muster-roll ; That I may slumber through the clarion call, Free as a liberated ghost. O, to feel a life of deed Was emptied out to feed That fire of pain that burned so brief a while, - Or as a martyr on his funeral pile And takes the total load O, to think, through good or ill, Each will look kind with honor while he hears. - And to your loving ears My thoughts will halt with honorable scars, And when my dark voice stumbles with the weight Of what it doth relate (Like that blind comrade, - blinded in the wars, Who bore the one-eyed brother that was lame), That cried," Follow me," Upon a summer's day; And I shall understand with unshed tears This great reverence that I see, And bless the day, and Thee, Lord God of victory! And she, Perhaps O, even she May look as she looked when I knew her For I'm neither fonder nor truer Than when she slighted my love-lorn youth, And, in spite of her lovers and lands, As a child that holds by his mother, And ruddy and silent stands In the ruddy and silent daisies, But I'll leave my glory to woo her, And I shall not be denied. And you will love her, brother dear, And perhaps next year you'll bring me here And she will trip like spring by my side, And be all the birds to my ear. And here all three we 'll sit in the sun, VOL XIV. 9 M |