He called Philosophy, and with his heart Reasoned he called Religion too, but called Reluctantly, and therefore was not heard. Ashamed to be o'ermatched by earthly woes, He sought, and sought with eyes that dimmed
To find some avenue to light, some place On which to rest a hope-but sought in vain. Dark and darker still the darkness grew: At length he sunk, and Disappointment stood His only comforter, and mournfully Told all was past. His interest in life, In being, ceased: and now he seemed to feel, And shuddered as he felt, his powers of mind Decaying in the spring time of his day: The vigorous weak became; the clear, obscure; Memory gave up her charge; Decision reeled ; And from her flight Fancy returned, returned Because she found no nourishment abroad. The blue heavens withered, and the moon, and sun, And all the stars, and the green earth, and morn And evening withered; and the eyes, and smiles, And faces of all men and women withered; Withered to him; and all the universe,
Was foolish still. His ear he stopped; his eyes He shut; and thirdly, deafly obstinate, Forced despera.ely his way from woe to woe.
One place, one only place, there was on earth Where no man ere was fool-however mad.
Men may live fools, but fools they cannot die." Ah! 'twas a truth most true; and sung in Time And to the sons of men, by one well known On earth for lofty verse, and lofty sense. Much hast thou seen, fair youth! much heard: but thou
Hast never seen a death-bed, never heard A dying groan. Men saw it often: 'twas sad, To all most sorrowful and sad-to guilt 'Twas anguish, terror, darkness, without bow. But O, it had a most convincing tongue, A potent oratory, that secured
Most mute attention: and it spoke the truth So boldly, plainly, perfectly distinct, That none the meaning could mistake, or doubt; And had withal a disenchanting power, A most omnipotent and wondrous power, Which in a moment broke, for ever broke,
Like something which had been, appeared; but And utterly dissolved the charms, and spells,
Was dead and mouldering fast away. He tried No more to hope: wished to forget his vow: Wished to forget his harp; then ceased to wish. That was his last. Enjoyment now was done. He had no hope-no wish-and scarce a fear. Of being sensible, and sensible
Of loss, he as some atom seemed, which God Had made superfluously, and needed not To build creation with; but back again To Nothing threw, and left it in the void, With everlasting sense that once it was.
And cunning sorceries of Earth and Hell. And thus it spoke to him who ghastly lay, And struggled for another breath: Earth's cup Is poisoned; her renown, most infamous; Her gold, seem as it may, is really dust; Her titles, slanderous names; her praise, re- proach;
Her strength, an idiot's boast; her wisdom, blind; Her gain, eternal loss; her hope, a dream; Her love, her friendship, enmity with God; Her promises, a lie; her smile, a harlot's; Her beauty, paint, and rotten within; her plea-
Oh, who can tell what days, what nights he Deadly assassins masked; her laughter, grief;
Of tideless, waveless, sailless, shoreless woe! And who can tell how many, glorious once, To others and themselves of promise full, Conducted to this pass of human thought, This wilderness of intellectual death,
Her breasts, the sting of Death; her total sum, Her all, most utter vanity; and all
Her lovers mad, insane most grievously, And most insane, because they know it not.
Thus did the mighty reasoner, Death, declare; And volumes more and in one word confirmed
Wasted and pined, and vanished from the earth, The Bible whole-Eternity is all. Leaving no vestige of memorial there.
It was not so with him: when thus he lay, Forlorn of heart, withered and desolate, As leaf of Autumn, which the wolfish winds, Selecting from its falling sisters, chase Far from its native grove, to lifeless wastes, And leave it there alone, to be forgotten Eternally-God passed in mercy by- His praise be ever new!-and on him breathed And bade him live; and put into his hands A holy harp, into his lips a song, That rolled its numbers down the tide of Time. Ambitious now but little to be praised Of men alone; ambitious most to be Approved of God, the Judge of all; and have His name recorded in the book of life.
But few spectators, few believed of those Who staid behind. The wisest, best of men, Believed not to the letter full; but turned, And on the world looked forth, as if they though: The well-trimmed hypocrite had something still Of inward worth: the dying man alone Gave faithful audience, and the words of Death To the last jot believed; believed and felt; But oft, alas! believed and felt too late.
And had Earth, then, no joys? no native sweets No happiness, that one who spoke the truth Might call her own? She had; true, native sweets Indigenous delights, which up the Tree Of holiness, embracing as they grew, Ascended and bore fruit of heavenly taste, In pleasant memory held, and talked of oft. By yonder saints who walk the golden streets
Such things were Disappointment and Re- Of New Jerusalem, and compass round
And oft united both, as friends severe,
To teach men wisdom: but the fool, untaught,
The throne, with nearest vision blest-of these Hereafter thou shalt hear, delighted hear, One page of beauty in the life of man.
Harvests, beneath the frantic foot trode down; Lands, desolate; and famine, at the door.
The essence of earthly liberty and independence was united with lust for power; "each sought to make all subject to his will," while real liberty was the freedom from sin: he only was free "whom the truth of God made free." Strange conflicts exhibited by the inconsistent and opposite principles of the Christian heart. Yet final victory was found on the side of holiness, and after all his internal struggles, the Christian was triumphant, and brought to the world of glory.
The Books composed in Time, together with their authors were doomed to oblivion under the curse which returns dust to dust.
The Books entitled "The Medicine of the Mind," which were written for the help of virtue, were alone exempted from oblivion.
The inscrutable and mysterious providences of God, why deeds decreed were accountable, the Trinity, and Incarnation, were subjects, which Theology, Philosophy, Fancy, and finite wis- dom, toiled in vain to comprehend. The unequal distribution of worldly possessions and intellectual gifts, plainly taught that God did not estimate men by outward circumstances only, or by their knowledge, but by their mora! worth. Illustrated by the history of the gifted, Byron.
These are a part; but other names it had, Innumerous as the shapes and robes it wore. But under every name-in nature still Invariably the same, and always bad. fought, and sceptre both and people gave We own, indeed, that oft against itself An equal aid, as long exemplified In Albion's isle-Albion, queen of the seos- And in the struggle, something like a kind Of civil liberty grew up, the best Of mere terrestrial root; but sickly too,
And living only, strange to tell! in strife Of factions equally contending; dead, That very moment dead, that one prevailed.
Conflicting cruelly against itself,
By its own hand it fell; part slaying part. And men who noticed not the suicide, Stood wondering much, why earth from age to age, Was still enslaved, and erring causes gave.
This was earth's liberty, its nature this, However named, in whomsoever found- And found it was in all of woman born- Each man to make all subject to his will; To make them do, undo, eat, drink, stand, move, Talk, think, and feel, exactly as he chose. Hence the eternal strife of brotherhoods, Of individuals, families, commonwealths. The root from which it grew was pride-bad roo:! And bad the fruit it bore. Then wonder not That long the nations from it richly reaped Oppression, slavery, tyranny, and war; Confusion, desolation, trouble, shame. And, marvellous though it seem, this monster, when
THE world had much of strange and won- It took the name of slavery, as oft
In passion much, in action, reason, will; And much in Providence, which still retired From human eye, and led philosophy,
That ill her ignorance liked to own, through dirk And dangerous paths of speculation wild. Some striking features, as we pass, we mark, In order such as memory suggests.
One passion prominent appears-the lust Of power, which ofttimes took the fairer name Of liberty, and hung the popular flag Of freedom out. Many, indeed, its names. When on the throne it sat, and round the neck Of millions riveted its iron chain, And on the shoulders of the people laid Burdens unmerciful-it title took Of tyranny, oppression, despotism; And every tongue was weary cursing it. When in the multitude it gathered strength, And, like an ocean bursting from its bounds, Long beat in vain, went forth resistlessly, It bore the stamp and designation, then, Of popular fury, anarchy, rebellion- And honest men bewailed all order void; All laws, annulled; all property, destroyed: The venerable, murdered in the streets; The wise, despised; streams, red with human
It did, had advocates to plead its cause; Beings that walked erect, and spoke like men; Of Christian parentage descended too, And dipt in the baptismal font, as sign Of dedication to the Prince who bowed To death, to set the sin-bound prisoner free.
Unchristian thought! on what pretence soe'er Of right inherited, or else acquired;
Of loss, or profit, or what plea you name, To buy and sell, to barter, whip, and hold In chains, a being of celestial make- Of kindred form, of kindred faculties; Of kindred feelings, passions, thoughts, desires; Born free, and heir of an immortal hope :--- Thought villanous, absurd, detestable ! Unworthy to be harboured in a fiend! And only overreached in wickedness By that, birth too of earthly liberty, Which aimed to make a reasonable man By legislation think, and by the sword Believe. This was that liberty renowned, Those equal rights of Greece and Rome, where
Believed the essence answered to the name. Historians on this theme were long and warm. Statesmen, drunk with the fumes of vain debate, In lofty swelling phrase, called it perfection; Philosophers its rise, advance, and fall, Traced carefully; and poets kindled still As memory brought it up-their lips were touched With fire, and uttered words that men adored, Even he-true bard of Zion, holy man!
To whom the Bible taught this precious verse: He is the freeman whom the truth makes free," By fashion, though by fashion little swayed, Scarce kept his harp from pagan freedom's praise.
The captive prophet, whom Jehovah gave The future years, described it best, when he Beheld it rise in vision of the night- A dreadful beast, and terrible, and strong Exceedingly, with mighty iron teeth; And lo, it brake in pieces, and devoured, And stamped the residue beneath its feet!
True liberty was Christian, sanctified, Baptized, and found in Christian hearts alone. First born of Virtue, daughter of the skies, Nursling of truth divine; sister of all The graces, meekness, holiness, and love: Giving to God, and man, and all below, That symptom showed of sensible existence, Their due unasked; fear to whom fear was due; To all, respect, benevolence, and love. Companion of religion! where she came
The man, the state in whom she ruled, was frce All else were slaves of Satan, Sin, and Death.
Already thou hast something heard of good And ill, of vice and virtue, perfect each: Of those redeemed, or else abandoned quite ; And more shalt hear, when at the judgment day The characters we of mankind review.- Seems aught which thou hast heard astonishing? A greater wonder now thy audience asks: Phenomena in all the universe; Of moral being most anomalous; Inexplicable most, and wonderful. I'll introduce thee to a single heart; A human heart: we enter not the worst; But one by God's renewing spirit touched; A Christian heart, awaked from sleep of sin. What seest thou here? what mark'st? observe it well.-
Will, passion, reason; hopes, fears; joy, distress Peace, turbulence; simplicity, deccit; Good, ill; corruption, immortality;
A temple of the Holy Ghost, and yet Oft lodging fiends; the dwelling place of all The heavenly virtues-charity and truth, Humility, and holiness, and love;
And yet the common haunt of anger, pride, Hatred, revenge, and passions foul with lust; Allied to heaven, yet parleying oft with hell: A soldier listed in Messiah's band, Yet giving quarter to Abaddon's troops: With seraphs drinking from the well of life,
There freedom came: where dwelt, there free- And yet carousing in the cup of death;
An heir of heaven, and walking thitherward,
Ruled where she ruled, expired where she ex- Yet casting back a covetous eye on earth: pired. Emblem of strength, and weakness; loving now
"He was the freeman whom the truth made And now abhorring sin; indulging now,
Who first of all, the bands of Satan broke; Who broke the bands of Sin; and for his soul, In spite of fools consulted seriously; In spite of fashion persevered in good; In spite of wealth or poverty, upright; Who did as reason, not as fancy bade; Who heard temptation sing, and yet turned not Aside; saw sin bedeck her flowery bed, And yet would not go up; felt at his heart
The sword unsheathed, yet would not sell the truth;
Who, having power, had not the will to hurt; Who blushed alike to be, or have a slave;
And now repenting sore; rejoicing now, With joy unspeakable, and full of glory, Now weeping bitterly, and clothed in dust. A man willing to do, and doing not; Doing, and willing not; embracing what He hates, what most he loves abandoning. Half saint, and sinner half-half life, half death: Commixture strange of Heaven, and Earth, and
What seest thou here? what mark'st? a battle field-
Two banners spread-two dreadful fronts of war, In shock of opposition fierce engaged.-
Who blushed at nought but sin, feared nought but God, angels, saw whole empires rise in arms;
Who, finally, in strong integrity
Of soul, 'midst want of riches, or disgrace, Uplifted calmly sat, and heard the waves Of stormy folly breaking at his feet; Now shrill with praise, now hoarse with foul
And both despised sincerely; seeking this Alone the approbation of his God,
Saw kings exalted; heard them tumbled down; And others raised,-and heeded not: but here, God, angels, looked; God, angels, fought; and Hell,
With all his legions, fought: here error fought re- With truth; with darkness, light; and life with death:
And here not kingdoms, reputations, worlds, Were won; the strife was for Eternity;
Which still with conscience witnessed to his The victory was never-ending bliss ;
This, this is freedom, such as angels use, And kindred to the liberty of God. First born of Virtue! daughter of the skies!
The badge a chaplet from the tree of life.
While thus within contending armies strove Without the Christian had his trout les too For as by God's unalterable laws.
And ceremonial of the heaven of heavens, Virtue takes place of all, and worthiest deeds Sit highest at the feast of bliss; on Earth The opposite was fashion's rule polite. Virtue the lowest place at table took,
Or served, or was shut out: the Christian still Was mocked, derided, persecuted, slain: And Slander, worse than mockery, or sword, Or death, stood nightly by her horrid forge, And fabricated lies to stain his name, And wound his peace-but still he had a source Of happiness, that men could neither give Nor take away: the avenues that led To immortality before him lay;
He saw, with faith's far reaching eye, the fount Of life, his Father's house, his Saviour God, And borrowed thence to help his present want.
Encountered thus with enemies without, Within, like bark that meets opposing winds And floods, this way, now that, she steers athwart ;
Tossed by the wave, and driven by the storm; But still the pilot, ancient at the helm, The harbour keeps in eye; and after much Of danger past, and many a prayer rude, He runs her safely in.-So was the man Of God, beset, so tossed by adverse winds; And so his eye upon the land of life He kept. Virtue grew daily stronger, sin Decayed; his enemies repulsed, retired; Till at the stature of a perfect man
In Christ arrived, and, with the Spirit filled, He gained the harbour of eternal rest.
But think not virtue else than dwells in God Essentially, was perfect, without spot. Examine yonder suns! at distance seen, How bright they burn! how gloriously they shine, Mantling the worlds around in beamy light! But nearer viewed, we through their lustre see Some dark behind: so virtue was on earth, So is in heaven, and so shall always be. Though good it seem, immaculate, and fair, Exceedingly to saint or angel's gaze, The uncreated Eye, that searches all, Sees it imperfect; sees, but blames not; secs, Well-pleased; and best with those who deepest dive
Into themselves, and know themselves the most: Taught thence in humbler reverence to bow Before the Holy One; and oftener view His excellence, that in them still may rise, And grow his likeness, growing evermore.
Nor think that any, born of Adam's race, In his own proper virtue, entered heaven. Once fallen from God and perfect holiness, No being, unassisted, e'er could rise, Or sanctify the sin-polluted soul. Oft was the trial made; but vainly made : Bo oft as men in Earth's best livery clad, However fair, approached the gates of heaven, And stood presented to the eye of God, Their impious pride so oft his soul abhorred. Vain hope! in patch-work of terrestial grain, To be received into the courts above;
As vain, as towards yonder suns to soar On wing of waxen plumage melting soon.
Look round, and view those numbers infinite, That stand before the throne, and in their hands Palms waving high, token of victory For battles won-these are the sons of men Redeemed, the ransomed of the Lamb of God: All these, and millions more of kindred blood, Who now are out on messages of love- All these-their virtue, beauty, excellence, And joy, are purchase of redeeming blood; Their glory, bounty of redeeming love.- O love divine!-harp, lift thy voice on high! Shout, angels! shout aloud, ye sons of men! And burn, my heart, with the eternal flame! My lyre, be eloquent with endless praise! O love divine! immeasurable love! Stooping from heaven to earth, from earth to hell, Without beginning, endless, boundless love! Above all asking giving far, to those Who nought deserved, who nought deserved bu' death.
Saving the vilest! saving me! O love Divine! O Saviour God! O Lamb, once slain! At thought of thee, thy love, thy flowing blood, All thoughts decay; all things remembered, fade All hopes return; all actions done by men Or angels, disappear, absorbed and lost : All fly-as from the great white throne, which he, The prophet, saw, in vision wrapt-the heavens, And earth, and sun, and moon, and starry host, Confounded fled, and found a place no more.
One glance of wonder, as we pass, The books of Time. Productive was the world, In many things; but most in books: like swarms Of locusts, which God sent to vex the land Rebellious long, admonished long in vain, Their numbers they poured annually on man, From heads conceiving still: perpetual birth! Thou wonderest how the world contained them all!
Thy wonder stay: like men, this was their doom :
That dust they were, and should to dust return. And oft their fathers, childless and bereaved, Wept o'er their graves, when they themselves
Of poisonous error, blackening every page; And oftener still of trifling, second-hand Remark, and old, diseased, putrid thought; And miserable incident, at war
With nature, with itself and truth at war: Yet charming still the greedy reader on, Till, done, he tried to recollect his thoughts, And nothing found but dreaming emptiness. These, like ephemera, sprung in a day, From lean and shallow soiled brains of sand, And in a day expired: yet while they lived, Tremendous ofttimes was the popular roar; And cries of-Live for ever!-struck the skies.
One kind alone remained, seen thro' the gloom And sullen shadow of the past; as lights At intervals they shone, and brought the eye, That backward travelled, upward, till arrived At him, who, on the hills of Midian, sang The patient man of Uz; and from the lyre Of angels, learned the early dawn of Time. Not light and momentary labour these, But discipline and self-denial long,
And oft above the reach of common eye Ascended far, and seemed well nigh the top: But only seemed; for still another top Above them rose, till giddy grown, and mad, With gazing at these dangerous heights of God They tumbled down, and in their raving said, They o'er the summit saw: and some believed Believed a lie; for never man on earth, That mountain crossed, or saw its farther side. Around it lay the wreck of many a Sage- Divine-Philosopher; and many more Fell daily, undeterred by millions fallen; Each wondering why he failed to comprehend |God, and with finite measure infinite. To pass it, was no doubt desirable; And few of any intellectual size, That did not sometime in their day attempt; But all in vain; for as the distant hill, Which on the right, or left, the traveller's eye Bounds, seems advancing as he walks, and oft He looks, and looks, and thinks to pass; but still It forward moves, and mocks his baffled sight, Till night descends and wraps the scene in gloom:
And purpose staunch, and perseverance, asked, So did this moral height the vision mock; And energy that inspiration seemed. Composed of many thoughts, possessing, each, Innate and underived vitality:
Which having fitly shaped, and well arranged in brotherly accord, they builded up A stately superstructure, that, nor wind, Nor wave, nor shock of falling years could move; Majestic and indissolubly firm,
As ranks of veteran warriors in the field; Each, by himself alone, and singly seen- A tower of strength; in massy phalanx knit, And in embattled squadron rushing on- A sea of valour, dread! invincible!
Books of this sort, or sacred, or profane, Which virtue helped, were titled not amiss, The medicine of the mind: who read them, read Wisdom, and was refreshed; and on his path Of pilgrimage with healthier step advanced.
In mind, in matter, much was difficult To understand: but what in deepest night Retired, inscrutable, mysterious, dark, Was evil; God's decrees; and deeds decreed, Responsible. Why God, the just, the good, Omnipotent and wise, should suffer sin To rise. Why man was free, accountable; Yet God foreseeing, overruling all. Where'er the eye could turn, whatever tract Of moral thought it took, by reason's torch, Or Scripture's led, before it still this mount Sprung up, impervious, insurmountable, Above the human stature rising far; Horizon of the mind-surrounding still The vision of the soul with clouds and gloom. Yet did they oft attempt to scale its sides, And gain its top. Philosophy, to climb, With all her vigour toiled from age to age; From age to age, Theology, with all Her vigour, toiled; and vagrant Fancy toiled. Not weak and foolish only, but the wise, Patient, courageous, stout, sound-headed man, Of proper discipline, of excellent wind, And strong of intellectual limb, toiled hard;
So lifted up its dark and cloudy head, Before the eye, and met it evermore. And some, provoked, accused the righteous God. Accused of what? hear human boldness now; Hear guilt, hear folly, madness, all extreme! Accused of what? the God of truth accused Of cruelty, injustice, wickedness! Abundant sin! Because a mortal man, A worm at best of small capacity, With scarce an atom of Jehovah's works Before him, and with scarce an hour to look Upon them, should presume to censure God- The infinite and uncreated God!
To sit in judgment-on Himself, his works, His providence! and try, accuse, condemn! If there is aught, thought or to think, absurd, Irrational, and wicked, this is more- This most; the sin of devils, or of those To devils growing fast; wise men and good, Accused themselves, not God; and put their hands Upon their mouths and in the dust adored.
The Christian's faith had many mysteries too. The uncreated holy Three in One; Divine incarnate; human in divine; The inward call; the Sanctifying Dew Coming unseen, unseen departing thence; Anew creating all, and yet not heard; Compelling, yet not felt :-mysterious these; Not that Jehovah to conceal them wished; Not that religion wished. The Christian faith, Unlike the timorous creeds of pagan priest Was frank, stood forth to view, invited all To prove, examine, search, investigate, And gave herself a light to see her by. Mysterious these because too large for eye Of man, too long for human arm to mete.
Go to yon mount, which on the north sidt stands
Of New Jerusalem, and lifts her head Serene in glory bright, except the hill, The Sacred Hill of God, whereon no foot Must tread, highest of all creation's walks,
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