But where is she, the bridal flower, On me she bends her blissful eyes, And then on thee; they meet thy look And brighten like the star that shook Betwixt the palms of paradise. Oh, when her life was yet in bud, He too foretold the perfect rose. For thee she grew, for thee she grows Forever, and as fair as good. And thou art worthy; full of power; But now set out: the noon is near, For I that danced her on my knee, Now waiting to be made a wife, Her feet, my darling, on the dead; Their pensive tablets round her head, And the most living words of life Breathed in her ear. The ring is on, The "wilt thou "answered, and again The "wilt thou" asked, till out of twain Her sweet "I will" has made ye one. Now sign your names, which shall be read, Begins the clash and clang that tells The joy to every wandering breeze; The blind wall rocks, and on the trees The dead leaf trembles to the bells. Oh, happy hour, and happier hours Await them. Many a merry face Salutes them-maidens of the place, That pelt us in the porch with flowers. Oh, happy hour, behold the bride With him to whom her hand I gave. They leave the porch, they pass the grave That has to-day its sunny side. To-day the grave is bright for me, For them the light of life increased, Who stay to share the morning feast, Who rest to-night beside the sea. Let all my genial spirits advance It circles round, and fancy plays, And hearts are warmed, and faces bloom, As drinking health to bride and groom We wish them store of happy days. Nor count me all to blame if I Conjecture of a stiller guest, Perchance, perchance, among the rest And, though in silence, wishing joy. But they must go, the time draws on, A shade falls on us like the dark Discussing how their courtship grew, And talk of others that are wed, And how she looked, and what he said, And back we come at fall of dew. Again the feast, the speech, the glee, The shade of passing thought, the wealth Of words and wit, the double health, The crowning cup, the three-times-three, And last the dance;-till I retire: Dumb is that tower which spake so loud, And high in heaven the streaming cloud, And on the downs a rising fire; And rise, O moon, from yonder down, The white-faced halls, the glancing rills, And touch with shade the bridal doors, By which they rest, and ocean sounds, And, moved through life of lower phase, Result in man, be born and think, And act and love, a closer link Betwixt us and the crowning race Of those that, eye to eye, shall look No longer half-akin to brute, For all we thought and loved and did, And hoped, and suffered, is but seed Of what in them is flower and fruit; Whereof the man, that with me trod This planet, was a noble type Appearing ere the times were ripe, That friend of mine who lives in God, That God, which ever lives and loves, MAUD. I. MAUD. I remember the time, for the roots of my hair were stirred By a shuffled step, by a dead weight trailed, by a whispered fright, And my pulses closed their gates with a shock on my heart as I heard The shrill-edged shriek of a mother divide the shuddering night. Villany somewhere! whose? One says, we are villains all. Not he: his honest fame should at least by me be maintained: But that old man, now lord of the broad estate and the Hall, Dropped off gorged from a scheme that had left us flaccid and drained. Why do they prate of the blessings of Peace? we have made them a curse, Pickpockets, each hand lusting for all that is not its own; And lust of gain, in the spirit of Cain, is it better or worse Than the heart of the citizen hissing in war on his own hearthstone? 363 But these are the days of advance, the works of the men of mind, When who but a fool would have faith in a tradesman's ware or his word? Is it peace or war? Civil war, as I think, and that of a kind The viler, as underhand, not openly bearing the sword. Sooner or later I too may passively take the print Of the golden age-why not? I have neither hope nor trust; May make my heart as a millstone, set my face as a flint, Cheat and be cheated, and die: who knows? we are ashes and dust. Peace sitting under her olive, and slurring the days gone by, When the poor are hovelled and hustled together, each sex, like swine, When only the ledger lives, and when only not all men lie; Peace in her vineyard-yes!--but a company forges the wine. And the vitriol madness flushes up in the ruffian's head, Till the filthy by-lane rings to the yell of the trampled wife, While chalk and alum and plaster are sold to the poor for bread, And the spirit of murder works in the very means of life. And Sleep must lie down armed, for the villanous centre-bits Grind on the wakeful ear in the hush of the moonless nights, While another is cheating the sick of a few last gasps, as he sits To pestle a poisoned poison behind his crimson lights. When a Mammonite mother kills her babe for a burial fee, And Timour-Mammon grins on a pile of chil dren's bones, Is it peace or war? better, war! loud war by I am sick of the Hall and the hill, I am sick of the moor and the main. Why should I stay? can a sweeter chance ever come to me here? Oh, having the nerves of motion as well as the nerves of pain, Passionless, pale, cold face, star-sweet on a gloom profound; Womanlike, taking revenge too deep for a transient wrong Done but in thought to your beauty, and ever as pale as before Were it not wise if I fled from the place and Growing and fading and growing upon me with the pit and the fear? LONG have I sighed for a calm: God grant I may find it at last! It will never be broken by Maud, she has neither savor nor salt, But a cold and clear-cut face, as I found when her carriage past, Perfectly beautiful: let it be granted her: where is the fault? All that I saw (for her eyes were downcast, not to be seen) Faultily faultless, icily regular, splendidly null, Dead perfection, no more; nothing more, if it had not been For a chance of travel, a paleness, an hour's defect of the rose, Or an under lip, you may call it a little too ripe, too full, Or the least little delicate aquiline curve in a sensitive nose, From which I escaped heart-free, with the least little touch of spleen. out a sound,. Luminous, gemlike, ghostlike, deathlike, half the night long Growing and fading and growing, till I could bear it no more, Like things of the season gay, like the bountiful season bland, When the far-off sail is blown by the breeze of a softer clime, Half-lost in the liquid azure bloom of a crescent of sea, The silent sapphire-spangled marriage ring of the land? MAUD. I keep but a man and a maid, ever ready to slander and steal; I know it, and smile a hard-set smile, like a stoic, or like A wiser epicurean, and let the world have its way: For nature is one with rapine, a harm no preacher can heal; The Mayfly is torn by the swallow, the sparrow speared by the shrike, And the whole little wood where I sit is a world of plunder and prey. We are puppets, man in his pride, and Beauty fair in her flower; Do we move ourselves, or are moved by an unseen hand at a game That pushes us off from the board, and others ever succeed? Ah yet, we cannot be kind to each other here for an hour; We whisper, and hint, and chuckle, and grin at a brother's shame; However, we brave it out, we men are a little breed. A monstrous eft was of old the lord and master of earth, For him did his high sun flame, and his river billowing ran, And he felt himself in his force to be Nature's crowning race. As nine months go to the shaping an infant ripe for his birth, So many a million of ages have gone to the making of man; He now is first, but is he the last? is he not too base? The man of science himself is fonder of glory, and vain, An eye well-practised in nature, a spirit bounded and poor; The passionate heart of the poet is whirled into folly and vice. I would not marvel at either, but keep a temperate brain; For not to desire or admire, if a man could learn it, were more Than to walk all day like the sultan of old in a garden of spice. For the drift of the Maker is dark, and Isis hid by the veil. Who knows the ways of the world, how God will bring them about? Our planet is one, the suns are many, the world is wide. Shall I weep if a Poland fall? shall I shriek if a Hungary fail? Or an infant civilization be ruled with rod or with knout? I have not made the world, and He that made it will guide. Be mine a philosopher's life in the quiet woodland ways, Where if I cannot be gay let a passionless peace be my lot, 365 She made me divine amends For a courtesy not returned. And thus a delicate spark Of glowing and growing light In a cloud, it faded, and seems What if with her sunny hair, To entangle me when we met, To have her lion roll in a silken net Ah, what shall I be at fifty What if though her eye seemed full For a raven ever croaks, at my side, Keep watch and ward, keep watch and ward, Yea too, myself from myself I guard, Perhaps the smile and tender tone My mother, who was so gentle and good? And the shrieking rush of the wainscot mouse, Till a morbid hate and horror have grown Of a world in which I have hardly mixed, And a morbid eating lichen fixed On a heart half-turned to stone. O heart of stone, are you flesh, and caught I have played with her when a child; VII. DID I hear it half in a doze VIII. SHE came to the village church, And once, but once, she lifted her eyes, And suddenly, sweetly, strangely blushed To find they were met by my own; And suddenly, sweetly, my heart beat stronger And thought, is it pride, and mused and sighed, "No surely, now it cannot be pride." |