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ROBERT T. CONRAD.

MY BROTHER.*

FOREVER gone! I am alone-alone!

Yet my heart doubts; to me thou livest yet:
Love's lingering twilight o'er my soul is thrown,
E'en when the orb that lent that light is set.
Thou minglest with my hopes-does Hope forget?
I think of thee, as thou wert at my side;
I grieve, a whisper-"he too will regret;"
I doubt and ponder-how will he decide?"
I strive, but 'tis to win thy praises and thy pride.

For I thy praise could win-thy praise sincere.
How lovedst thou me-with more than woman's
love!

And thou to me wert e'en as honor dear!
Nature in one fond woof our spirits wove:
Like wedded vines enclasping in the grove,
We grew.
Ah! withered now the hirer vine!
An move?
But from the living who the dead
Blending their sere and green leaves, there they
twine,

And will, till dust to dust shall mingle mine with
thine.

The sunshine of our boyhood! I bethink

How we were wont to beat the briery wood;
Or clamber, boastful, up the craggy brink,
Where the rent mountain frowns upon the flood
That thrids that vale of beauty and of blood,
Sad Wyoming! The whispering past will tell,
How by the silver-browed cascade we stood,
And watched the sunlit waters as they fell
(So youth drops in the grave) down in the shadowy
dell.

And how we plunged in Lackawana's wave;
The wild-fowl startled, when to echo gay,
In that hushed dell, glad laugh and shout we gave.
Or on the shaded hill-side how we lay,
And watched the bright rack on its beamy way,
Dreaming high dreams of glory and of pride;
What heroes we, in freedom's deadliest fray!
How poured we gladly forth life's ruddy tide,
Looked to our skyey flag, and shouted, smiled, and
died!

Bright dreams-forever past! I dream no more!
Memory now my being: her sweet tone
Can, like a spirit-spell, the lost restore-

[one!
My tried, my true, my brave, bright-thoughted
Few have a friend-and such a friend! But none
Have, in this bleak world, more than one; and he,
Ever mine own, mine only-he is gone?
He fell as hope had promised-for the free:
Our early dream,-alas! it was no dream to thee!
We were not near thee! Oh! I would have given,
T pillow in my arms thy aching head,
All that I love of earth or hope of heaven!
But strangers laid thee in thy prairie-bed;
And though the drum was rolled, and tears were
shed,

"He was asked whom he loved most, and he answered, 'His brother;' the person who put the question then asked him, whom he loved next, and again he said his brother.' Whom in the third place?' and still it was 'My brother,' and so on till he put no more questi is to him about it." -PUTARCH'S CATO.

'T was not by those who loved thee first and best.
Now waves the billowy grass above the dead;
The prairie-herd tread on thy throbless breast;
Woe's me! I may not weep above thy place of rest.
Now must I turn to stone! Fair virtue, truth,
Faith, love, were living things when thou wert

here;

We shared a world, bright with the dew of youth,
And spanned by rainbow thoughts. Our souls
sincere

Knew, in their love, nor selfish taint, nor fear:
We would have smiled, and for each other died!
All this to us how real and how dear!
But now my bosom's welling founts are dried,
Or pour, like ice-bound streams, a chilled anl
voiceless tide.

Must it be ever thus? The festive hour
Is festive now no more; for dimpling joy
Smiles with thy smile; and music's melting power
Speaks to my soul of thee! The struggling sigh
Chokes the faint laugh; and from my swimming
eye,

The tear-drop trickling, turns my cup to gall;
E'en as the hour that bade thee, brother, die,
Mingles with all my days and poisons all,
Mantling my life with gloom, as with a dead man's
pall.

Oh, may not men, like strings that chord in tone,
Mingle their spirits, and hereafter be

One in their nature, in their being one?

And may I not be blended thus with thee?
Parted in body, brother, bore not we
The self-same soul! Ah me! with restless pain,
My halvéd spirit yearneth to be free,
And clasp its other self: for I would fain,
Brother, be with the dead, to be with thec again!

THE PRIDE OF WORTH.

THERE is a joy in worth,

A high, mysterious, soul-pervading charm;
Which, never daunted, ever bright and warm,
Mocks at the idle, shadowy ills of earth;
Amid the gloom is bright, and tranquil in the storm.

It asks, it needs no aid;

It makes the proud and lofty soul its throne:
There, in its self-created heaven, alone,

No fear to shake, no memory to upbraid,
It sits a lesser God;-life, life is all its own!

The stoic was not wrong:
There is no evil to the virtuous brave;
Or in the battle's rift, or on the wave,

Worshipped or scorned, alone or 'mid the throng,
He is himself-a man! not life's nor fortune's slave

Power and wealth and fame

Are but as weeds upon life's troubled tide:
Give me but these, a spirit tempest-tried,

A brow unshrinking and a soul of flame,
The joy of conscious worth, its courage and its
pride!

HENRY R. JACKSON.

[Born 1810.]

HENRY R. JACKSON is a native of Savannah, Georgia, and was educated at the Franklin College, in Athens. He was several years one of the editors of the "Savannah Georgian," but on the invasion of Mexico, in 1846, joined the Georgia volunteers, as a colonel, and continued in the army until the close of the war. In 1849 he was elected by the legislature one of the judges of the Georgia eastern circuit, for four years, and in 1853 received the appointment of Minister Resident of

the United States at the court of Austria. Mr. JACKSON is the author of Tallulah and other Poems," published in Savannah in 1850. In this volume are several pieces of uncommon merit. That entitled "My Father," and one addressed from the battle-field of Camargo, "To My Wife and Child," are marked by simplicity and genuine feeling, as others are by an enthusiastic affection for his native state, her scenery, traditions, and institutions.

MY FATHER.

As die the embers on the hearth,

And o'er the floor the shadows fall, And creeps the chirping cricket forth, And ticks the deathwatch in the wall, I see a form in yonder chair,

That grows beneath the waning light; There are the wan, sad features-there The pallid brow, and locks of white! My father! when they laid thee down, And heap'd the clay upon thy breast, And left thee sleeping all alone

Upon thy narrow couch of rest-
I know not why, I could not weep,
The soothing drops refused to roll-
And oh, that grief is wild and deep

Which settles tearless on the soul!
But when I saw thy vacant chair-

Thine idle hat upon the wallThy book-the pencilled passage where Thine eye had rested last of all— The tree beneath whose friendly shade Thy trembling feet had wandered forthThe very prints those feet had made,

When last they feebly trod the earthAnd thought, while countless ages fled, Thy vacant seat would vacant stand, Unworn thy hat, thy book unread, Effaced thy footsteps from the sandAnd widowed in this cheerless world,

The heart that gave its love to theeTorn, like a vine whose tendrils curled More closely round the fallen tree!— Oh, father! then for her and thee

Gushed madly forth the scorching tears; And oft, and long, and bitterly,

Those tears have gush'd in later years; For as the world grows cold around, And things take on their real hue, "Tis sad to learn that love is found Alone above the stars, with you!

MY WIFE AND CHILD, THE tattoo beats; the lights are gone; The camp around in slumber lies; The night with solemn pace moves on;

The shadows thicken o'er the skies; But sleep my weary eyes hath flown, And sad, uneasy thoughts arise.

I think of thee, oh, dearest one!

Whose love mine early life hath blest; Of thee and him-our baby sonWho slumbers on thy gentle breast:God of the tender, frail and lone,

Oh, guard that little sleeper's rest! And hover, gently hover near

To her, whose watchful eye is wetThe mother, wife-the doubly dear,

In whose young heart have freshly met Two streams of love, so deep and clearAnd cheer her drooping spirit yet! Now, as she kneels before thy throne,

Oh, teach her, Ruler of the skies! That while by thy behest alone

Earth's mightiest powers fall or rise, No tear is wept to thee unknown,

Nor hair is lost, nor sparrow dies; That thou canst stay the ruthless hand Of dark disease, and soothe its painThat only by thy stern command

The battle's lost, the soldier slain; That from the distant sea or land

Thou bring'st the wanderer home again. And when, upon her pillow lone,

Her tear-wet cheek is sadly pressed, May happier visions beam upon

The brightening currents of her breast,Nor frowning look, nor angry tone

Disturb the sabbath of her rest! Wherever fate those forms may throw, Loved with a passion almost wild— By day, by night-in joy or wo

By fears oppressed, or hopes beguiledFrom every danger, every foe,

Oh, God! protect my wife and child!

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