STANZAS. The lady of his love, oh, she was changed, As by the sickness of the soul! Byron. Go thou, while in thy soul, and fill a throne Of innocence and purity, in Heaven! Ford. I KNOW that it must be, Yea! thou art changed-all worshipped as thou art— Mourned as thou shalt be! Sickness of the heart Hath done its work on thee! Thy dim eyes tell a tale, A piteous tale, of vigils; and the trace Changed love! but not alone! I am not what they think me; though my cheek Thus in my natural tone. The temple of my youth Was strong in moral purpose: once I felt In the pure shrine of truth. I went into the storm, And mocked the billows of the tossing sea; I said to Fate, "What wilt thou do to me? Vainly the heart is steeled In Wisdom's armor; let her burn her books! Upon his cloven shield. Virtue and Virtue's rest, How have they perished! Through my onward course Repentance dogs my footsteps! black Remorse Is my familiar guest! The glory and the glow Of the world's loveliness have passed away; And Fate hath little to inflict, to-day, And nothing to bestow! Is not the damning line Of guilt and grief engraven on me now? No matter! I will turn To the straight path of duty; I have wrought, What it hath yet to learn. Labor shall be my lot; My kindred shall be joyful in my praise; And Fame shall twine for me, in after days, A wreath I covet not. And if I cannot make, Dearest! thy hope my hope, thy trust my trust, Yet will I study to be good, and just, And blameless, for thy sake. Thou may'st have comfort yet! Whate'er the source from which those waters glide, Forget me-and farewell! But say not that in me new hopes and fears, Indelibly, within, All I have lost is written; and the theme THE CONFESSION OF DON CARLOS. ОH TELL not me of broken vow I speak a firmer passion now; Oh! tell not me of shattered chain- As Victory on Mina's crest, While Youth shall bow at Beauty's shrine, Then wherefore dost thou bid me tell See how adoringly I kneel— My folly!-chide me if thou wilt, And when my faithlessness is told, Ere thou hast time to play the scold, I'll haste the fond rebuke to check, And hide the blush of falsehood there. Inez, the innocent and young, First snared my heart, and waked my song; And aye we joy'd in stolen glances, And sigh'd and blush'd, and read romances. And lasted, Rosa-half a year! |