ON THE RECEIPT OF MY MOTHER'S PICTURE OUT OF NORFOLK
THE GIFT OF MY COUSIN, ANN BODHAM
Oн that those lips had language! Life has passed With me but roughly since I heard thee last. Those lips are thine-thy own sweet smile I see, The same that oft in childhood solaced me; Voice only fails, else how distinct they say, "Grieve not, my child, chase all thy fears away! The meek intelligence of those dear eyes (Blest be the art that can immortalize, The art that baffles time's tyrannic claim To quench it) here shines on me still the same. Faithful remembrancer of one so dear, O welcome guest, though unexpected here! Who bidst me honour with an artless song, Affectionate, a mother lost so long.
I will obey, not willingly alone,
But gladly, as the precept were her own : And, while that face renews my filial grief, Fancy shall weave a charm for my relief, Shall steep me in Elysian reverie,
A momentary dream that thou art she.
My mother! when I learned that thou wast dead, Say, wast thou conscious of the tears I shed? Hovered thy spirit o'er thy sorrowing son, Wretch even then, life's journey just begun? Perhaps thou gavest me, though unfelt, a kiss : Perhaps a tear, if souls can weep in bliss- Ah, that maternal smile! It answers-Yes. † I heard the bell tolled on thy burial day, I saw the hearse that bore thee slow away, And, turning from my nursery window, drew A long, long sigh, and wept a last adieu ! But was it such ?-It was.- -Where thou art gone Adieus and farewells are a sound unknown. May I but meet thee on that peaceful shore, The parting word shall pass my lips no more! Thy maidens, grieved themselves at my concern, Oft gave me promise of thy quick return. What ardently I wished I long believed, And, disappointed still, was still deceived. By expectation every day beguiled, Dupe of to-morrow even from a child.
Thus many a sad to-morrow came and went, Till, all my stock of infant sorrow spent, I learned at last submission to my lot;
But, though I less deplored thee, ne'er forgot.
Where once we dwelt our name is heard no more, Children not thine have trod my nursery floor; And where the gardener Robin, day by day, Drew me to school along the public way, Delighted with my bauble coach, and wrapped In scarlet mantle warm, and velvet capped, 'Tis now become a history little known That once we called the pastoral house our own Short-lived possession! but the record fair That memory keeps, of all thy kindness there, Still outlives many a storm that has effaced A thousand other themes less deeply traced. Thy nightly visits to my chamber made,
That thou mightst know me safe and warmly laid; Thy morning bounties ere I left my home, The biscuit, or confectionary plum;
The fragrant waters on my cheek bestowed
By thy own hand, till fresh they shone and glowed; All this, and more endearing still than all,
Thy constant flow of love, that knew no fall, Ne'er roughened by those cataracts and brakes That humour interposed too often makes : All this still legible in memory's page, And still to be so to my latest age, Adds joy to duty, makes me glad to pay Such honours to thee as my numbers may; Perhaps a frail memorial, but sincere,
Not scorned in heaven, though little noticed here. Could time, his flight reversed, restore the hours, When playing with thy vesture's tissued flowers, The violet, the pink, and jessamine,
I pricked them into paper with a pin (And thou wast happier than myself the while, Wouldst softly speak, and stroke my head and smile), Could those few pleasant days again appear,
Might one wish bring them, would I wish them here? I would not trust my heart-the dear delight Seems so to be desired, perhaps I might.- But no-what here we call our life is such So little to be loved, and thou so much, That I should ill requite thee to constrain Thy unbound spirit into bonds again.
Then, as a gallant bark from Albion's coast
(The storms all weathered and the ocean crossed) Shoots into port at some well-havened isle, Where spices breathe, and brighter seasons smile, There sits quiescent on the floods that show Her beauteous form reflected clear below, While airs impregnated with incense play! Around her, fanning light her streamers gay; So thou, with sails how swift! hast reached the shore, "Where tempests never beat nor billows roar, And thy loved consort on the dangerous tide Of life long since has anchored by thy side. But me, scarce hoping to attain that rest, Always from port withheld, always distressed- Me howling blasts drive devious, tempest tost, Sails ripped, seams opening wide, and compass lost, And day by day some current's thwarting force Sets me more distant from a prosperous course. Yet, oh, the thought that thou art safe, and he' That thought is joy, arrive what may to me. My boast is not, that I deduce my birth From loins enthroned and rulers of the earth; But higher far my proud pretensions rise— The son of parents passed into the skies! And now, farewell. Time unrevoked has run His wonted course, yet what I wished is done By contemplation's help, not sought in vain, I seem to have lived my childhood o'er again; To have renewed the joys that once were mine, Without the sin of violating thine :
And, while the wings of fancy still are free And I can view this mimic show of thee, Time has but half succeeded in his theft- Thyself removed, thy power to soothe me left
THE DOG AND THE WATER-LILY
THE noon was shady, and soft airs Swept Ouse's silent tide,
When, 'scaped from literary cares, I wandered on his side.
My spaniel, prettiest of his race, And high in pedigree,
(Two nymphs * adorned with every grace That spaniel found for me)
Now wantoned, lost in flags and reeds, Now starting into sight,
Pursued the swallow o'er the meads With scarce a slower flight.
It was the time when Ouse displayed His lilies newly blown ; Their beauties I intent surveyed And one I wished my own.
With cane extended far I sought To steer it close to land
But still the prize, though nearly caught, Escaped my eager hand.
Beau marked my unsuccessful pains With fixed considerate face, And puzzling set his puppy brains To comprehend the case.
But with a cherup clear and strong Dispersing all his dream,
I thence withdrew, and followed long The windings of the stream.
My ramble ended, I returned; Beau, trotting far before,
The floating wreath again discerned, And plunging left the shore.
I saw him with that lily cropped Impatient swim to meet
My quick approach, and soon he dropped The treasure at my feet.
Charmed with the sight, "The world," I cried,
"Shall hear of this thy deed :
My dog shall mortify the pride Of man's superior breed:
But chief myself I will enjoin, Awake at duty's call,
To show a love as prompt as thine To Him who gives me all.”
* Sir Robert Gunning's daughters.
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