"Mother, dear mother! by thy love, "Ah, no! thou canst not plead for me! A dark and fearful time Hath parted us, and death hath oped "I made thy nights a weary watch; "I was the eldest of our house; And pure and simple had they lived, But now their blood unto my soul "I stood as in a father's place; "Alas! my heart was a cursed thing! I lured them on to sin; I lured them to a dark abyss, And plunged them headlong in! "Bodies and souls I ruined them; My name unstained-on theirs alone "They were my tools, and subtly "No, no! for me thou canst not plead! I spoke not for the three; And in thy broken-heartedness, I kept them far from thee, With cruel, specious lies!-no, no, Thou canst not plead for me! "The first, he died a dreadful death Of lingering, horrid pain; I saw him as a stealthy spy His soul had broke my chain; "Therefore I gave him to a power More fell than death, and he Was racked for crime he had not wrought ; And so died cruelly. "The second had a feebler soul; A gentle, timid thing; A child in spirit, to whose heart "'Twas vain I crushed him, scorned him, spurned; His was a truth unchanged; Fallen as he was, his stedfast love Kept with me unestranged! "And, in my after misery, When evil days came down, "Brothers! why rise ye not, each one, Upon this judgment-day; "The third, a spirit like to mine; Who in my power had part: "He sate with me at the board last night, He took from me the wine; Traitor, there's blood upon thy hand, And judgment will be thine! "Ah, no! the guilt is mine-is mine! "Talents and time-the noblest gifts Ever on man bestowed, Were mine; a soft and winning speech, And beauty like a god! "All, all were passion's vilest slaves ; All ministered to crime; And now a dark eternity Doth make account with time! "I had a power, an awful power "They were as clay; I moulded them With the light words of my tongue; Old men and wise alike obeyed: And thence ambition sprung. |